(??)!!!!!!!!!~ HATE

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觉不会让'你们'破坏我的2010的!!!!!!!!!~

凭你?!!!!!~ EAT SHITS LARH!!!!!!!!!!!!~

不自量力的家伙!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

等!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

比白痴还要不如!!!!!!!!!!~

不错mah~ 到现在, 还可以呼吸啊?!!!!!!~

吸多一口哦~ 一口而已!!!!!!~

Yeah~! 丁当的专辑.....

hahahahha~

so happy because....

finally I bought the 丁当's new ablum!!!~

Her songs, all very nice.

especially, '你为什么说谎'

and '我爱他'.....and so on.

her songs also very touching

when hearing her song...
This is the most likely

that I buy her new ablum...

丁当~~~~

PMR Result Coming Soon

hehe~ PMR result,

coming soon...

at 24 December 2009.

erm...quite tension from now.

hahahahhaha~~~

hope the my result can be better,

although not study so hard!~

i ya, past already arh~

So that, now...

should study hard in SPM.

Actually, I'm not so care

the PMR results,

because not so seriuos

when studing that three years.

But, now..I know that already.

So that, sure will work harder

in SPM...haha~

hope that day...

I can happy to get my results...

hehe~ hahha....

Regret To Do Somethings....

Las Friday, I went to Jusco with my primary friends again. hahahha~ I was so happy because can meet my primary friends after three years. hahahha~ Time flow so fast...suddenly, three years past away like 1 minutes. hehhee~
Haiz...because wanted to meet with my friends. So that, didn't msn with her on that day lorh~ haiz lorh!!~ And then, I reached there at 11.00 o'clock. After that, one of my friends sms to me. She asked me if wanted to go there, must sms to me (means her larh~). Then, I told her...I almost wanted to reach there already!!!~ haiz..then, she sms me again..she said that:" what?!~ I just wake up only lerh...hehe~" And, she also said that:" I already woke up very early already~ normally, I won't wake up so early." NONE OF MY BUSINESS larh@!!!~ haiz...so FUNNY lorh!!!~ Haiz...should ve wake up early de mah!!~ haiz...
I don't like wait someone till I mad!!!~ And, after that...some of my friends also came already. hahaha~ we were chatting...so nice^^ nice ge pi larh!!!~ so boring!!~ haiz..!!~ And, all of them hor, haiz!!!~ muteness!!!!!~ because they..........haiz!!!!~ don't want said that!!~
So that, I was wasting my time to accompany with them!!~ haiz lorh!~ wasting my time..almost whole day lerh!!!~ quite 'HAPPY' with that!!!!~ haiz...so that, I felt quite regret to go with them!~ So, next time...won't go out with them anymore!!!!~ haiz!~ If I know that will happen like that, sure I won't go out with them!~ almost wasting my time!!!~ sure I will stay at home, won't go out with them...stay at home and msn with her is the best choice during hoildays!~ hahha~

Yeah~ Go RedBox Again....

Last two days, I just asked my parents whether can go to REDBOX? hahha~ They promised that immediately. hahahhahahha~ happy~ Finally, can go to REDBOX again with my parents and brother. hahhaha~ most happy things was I can choose the songs which I like...hahahahhaha~ felt quite happy with that...
So that, we went there yesterday. hahahhaha~ We went there at 6.30pm because have buffet dinner at there. woo~ buffet dinner lerh!!!!!~ ^^ hahahhahahaha~ Of course, when I was going inside for the room...I was straight away take the control and choose the songs which I like..hahahha~ choosing~ choosing~ suddenly, the pages full already~ hahahahhahhahha~ But, inside of some of the songs that have my brother's song and my father's songs.
So that, till my songs finished...I'm going to take my dinner..hahahhahahha~ the buffet dinner was very very very very extreamly delicious. So that, I take a plate of food. Then, I take again lerh!~ haha....because the buffet dinner already paid the money before. So that, Of course..need to take till you feel very very very very very extreamly full larh!!!~ The food quite delicious...^^ hahha~ wa~ suddenly, my stomach got a small ball because ate too full...hehehhe~ =.= hahhaha~ but, my brother just ate a little bit only..haiz!~ so waste..so, I ate again..woohoo~ fat then fat lorh!!!~ can LOSE de mah!!!!!!!!!!!~ haiz!!!~ hahhaha~
After that, I ate many plate of food. hahhaha~ Then, I also got sing larh!~ This the first times that I come with my family..not with freinds..hahha~ of course, need to sing till you felt enough larh!~ hahahhaha....Then, my mother just sang a bit only because she busy to eat buffet dinner too. hahahahhahah~ After that, I thought just can sing till 9.30pm. So that, we ask the person...hahahhahahha~ Actuallty, usually can sing till midnight. hahahahahha~ woo~ so shiok~ but, we just sang till 10.30..because my mother need to go back...hehe~ So that...went back le lorh!!~ hahahha....hope can go there again...( must )
Then, I will go there with my primary freinds again at friday. hahahha~ Again lerh!!!~ ^^ so shiok!~ but, scare they will look my surface and whole body first. haiz!!~ sure de mah~ because three years didn't meet together already...But, also no need to look de mah~ Haiz..yesterday, my primary freind sms to me..Then, she asked that how many of my height? haiz...see, sure at that day, they will say this say that de...HAIZ......

Touching Feeling....T.T

erm...Suddenly,

at that time,

I was thinking somethings.

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Suddenly, I....

I changed my mind

at that time.

When>???

While I was

watching a movie,

'那一年的幸福时光'.

I cannot forgot that....

when I was watching that,

let me think back...

let me recall back...

let me feel sad...

let me cry again...

let me change my mind again..

I really don't know

what happen to me..?

when I was watching the movie,

crying again...

I don't know why...?

just a movie,

just feel touching only...

suddenly, cry for no reasons...

I feel very tired...

my heart feel very tired...

happy,

don't around me again...

because....

NO REASONS........

Happy Loving

Recall again...

Haiz...why?!!!~

Why I always

recall again?!!!~

Why I always

think about

the past things?!!!~

haiz....feel very tired.

tired means....

my heart feel very tired already.

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When I was,

hearing the songs that

very sad and SAD!!!~

Then, I will

recall again...

think again...

sad again...

cry again...

I also don't know

why I can cry till like that...

less 1 month,

2009 year,

will go away already.

2010 year coming soon...

I wanted to change!!!~

I wanted try to

change this bad habbit....

Haiz...how?!!!~

don't want hear songs

that very sad?!!~

NO!~

I think is my heart problems...

is my thinking's problems...

MUST CHANGE!!!!!!~

I don't want SAD anymore!!!!!!!!!!!~

sad, u better go away from my life!!!~

hate, u also!!!!!!!!~

I don't want see u anymore!!!!!!!!!!!~

Finally.....

Last friday, I went to Jusco again.( with bus friends ) hahaha~ But, I'm not so happy that went out with my bus friends because of no reasons. JUST DON'T LIKE!!!!~ =.=
Then, I went there by my friend's car. YES! free trip....hahahaha!!!~ Suddenly, my another friend phoned me and said that she saw MR.WONG~!!!! SHITS!!!~ But, mr.wong didn't see her. So that, she told us be careful when came there. haiz...get a shock!~ After that, we rushed to HARRIS and saw mr.wong was buying shoes. haiz!!!~ so scary~ After that, mr.wong came out from the shop.Then, he wanted to come to HARRIS!!!!~ haiz...!!!! After that, we rushed to the toilet. haiz...after that, we went upstairs to take lunch.
After that, we went to KINSAHI to take lunch. haiz!!!!~ so EXPEBSIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ After we were taking lunch, we went to REDBOX. woohoo~ Finally, I can go to REDBOX to abreact( 发泄 ）my emotion!!!~ so shiok!!!!~ we take number 37 room. hahahha~ was same as the room that I take before. ^^ Suddenly, the ( secret ) emerge in my brain. hahahaha~ happiness.^^ ~
After that, we choose songs that we like and wanted to sing out!!!!~ Haiz...finally, I can abreact my emotion in this SAD year!!!!~
WA~ hahha...crying liao~ but, I didn't care...continues to abreact. SHIOK!!!!!~ hahhaha...
hehehe!!!~ After that, we sang till 4.30p.m. Then, we went back home. This is the first time that I abreact my emotion in this year~! But, NOT ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!~ Many people went to REDBOX is to relax. But, for me...I went there is to abreact my emotion. T.T~ sad~ sad~ sad~ only this way can abreact emotion.!!!!~ haiz..After that, I came out from the room....no mood to talk~ hehe...my friends asking me sth!~ but, I just reply only...hahha~ i ya, SAD larh!!!!!~
I want to go there AGAIN AND AGAIN....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~
Chin Han: I found that every of my post was very sad????
Sad Dreamer: i ya, because everyday sad~ sad~ sad~ mah@!!!~ haiz...so SILLY questuion!!!!~

Busy Day~

Today, my cousins came to my house. So that, I was felt quite happy because would be very busy to take care of them. But, I was very happy with that. hahaha~
After that, they came at 1.00p.m. They started to rush to my computer room because they wanted to play games. hahahhaa~ so funny~ After that, I taught them that how to play the games. After they knew how to play, I going to take lunch. They also came with me to eat the dessert. hahhaa~ haiz...I need to help them to clean up all the things after they had been eaten the dessert. T.T
After that, They continued to play the games. So that, I don't have the computer to use already. hahahaha~ play~ play~ play~ haiz...happy times will always gone very very very very very very very extreamly FAST!!!~ we went and took dinner. When they were eating, was so funny~ After that, I was teaching somethings in my room. They were so clever because we were playing the games. After that, they were going to go back home. hahha~ I was very busy. but, happy lorh~ haiz....sad come again lorh~
why????
Chin Han: because after happy times gone away, thn..sad will come and around you~
Sad Dreamer: haiz...everyday, sad~ sad~ sad~ de mah~!!!!~ ^^ happy just PASS BY only..haiz!!!~ PLS~ wake up larh!!!~ T.T

Happiness Day For Me~

Yesterday was my friend, Edward's birthday~ haha...Before I went to Jusco, I was so excited because ( secret )....hahhaa!!!~ ^^ After that, I had been reached there already. So, I straight away went to scond floor because she said she are at second floor with her friends. haha...Finally, I met her at there.
I also met her friends. erm..actually, they may are my friends too? hahahha...don't care about it. Then, we were waiting there for other friends to come. Then, when I was waiting there...suddenly, I was met my friends, quo qin, wee fong, wen long, lek siang, jun bin. Wa~ they looks so handsome. hehe..So, they come and said ' hI ' to me.
After that, all of friends came already. So, we went to REDBOX. yeah!!~ But, not very enjoy at there because almost didn't sing the songs that I like. haiz...nevermind, wait for friday because I go to Jusco on friday too. ( with my bus friends ) hehe~ hahah...but, when inside the REDBOX so happy because ( secret )... hahhaa~ After that, edward was very happy lorh because very enjoyed his birthday. Then, what happen in REDBOX..lazy to write le. =.= just some funny picture lorh...I can publish on my blog.But, my blog cann't publish!!!!!!!!!~ haiz..so, sorry arh..haha!~
After that, we went to cinema to watch '2012'. erm, quite nice. but, very this very long time. BUT, I was very ENJOY!!!~ ihihihihihhi^^ ( secrect ) ne-ne-bu-bu~ ^^ After that, we also decided to take dinner too. Haiz..last minutes to decide. I don't like. haiz!!!~ Time is so important. Suddenly, said that wanted to take dinner together. erm....ok~ next time, will not!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but, if....( secret ). Then, maybe I will go. After that, all people went back home. So, happy times was gone very very very fast. T.T haiz...sad come again.....hehe!~ But, I will not forgot that day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ ^^

Sad and disappointed...

Today, was the first day of post PMR exam. First subject was physics paper. Haiz...This is the subject that I most don't understand what teacher teaching. Another way, physcis also is a very difficult subect in Form 4. Haiz...when I looked through the exam paper, almost wanted to cry already. I was feel very hard for this paper.
Second exam paper is chemistry, is the most subject that I very love~ hahaha...when I looked through the paper too, I was smilling and feel very very happy because very very very very EASY!!!!~ maybe I can score grade A for this subject~ HAPPY~~~~
But, before the first paper started...I was go to cafeteria and met mr.wong because of the members of choir. Wa~ there was so many members of choir. Finally, choir become a very very big group in next year, 2010. So that, mr.wong started to list the name list who are going to join the choir in next year, 2010. She also have join choir. But, after mr.wong finish list out the name list and finish talking somethings, he call she and me stay back in cafeteria. I almost knew what happen were going to... !!! Haiz...mr.wong and mr. ang was there. There talked to us that themselves very hope we can join choir and remain the freindship. But, after that...suddenly, he said : but, mr.ooi don't like both of you in a same E.C.A....OOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ so hate!!!!!!!!!!~ the mushroom head, GO DIES LARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ 要死不死这样!!!!!~ faster go and dies larh!!!!!!!!!~
hateful of the mushroom head!!!!!!!!!!~
Then, after that...we went back to our class. Haiz...was crying!!!!~ T.T so sad and hate!!!!!!!!!~ And, the mr.wong talking with us...his emotional very very ''TOUCHING'' in my heart arh!!!!!!!!~ Mr. Ang also larh!!!!!!!!!~ 真是浪费，没有去当演员!!!!!!~ So that, I was crying when I talking exam!!!!!!!~ SO ''NICE'' !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

描写这一年...?

上一堂华文课，老师给我们写作文。作文题目是：‘ 描写这一年’.... 嗯，这一年啊？一篇作文，一张纸就能描写这一年？？？！！！~ 呵呵~ 有一点好笑！！！~
我跟本不想‘描写’这一年！！~ 咳！，可是，老师却叫我们描写！~ 很什么的咯！！~ 然后，看到很多同学开始写了。我也只好写咯！！~ 嗯，他们写作文时，还蛮细心的？！~ （ 关我屁事啦）。还有，为什么我写同学？哈哈哈~ 想都知道啦！！~ 不过，‘他们’好想慢慢的有跟我.....？？？不管啦！~ 重点有不是这个！~
他们很认真的在写，当然，我也很认真！~ 不过，我没有写那么多！~ 因为我不想让别人知道我的这一年！~ 我喜欢收在心里！~ 我绝对不会让别人知道的！。 别人也不想知道..ok?!!!~ CRAZY！！！~ crazy liao hor?!!!~ 自己跟自己讲话！~
这一年啊？！~ 只能说...呵呵~ 实在是不想写下去！~ 因为，没什么好写的！~ 还有，用华文写！！！~ 很麻烦勒！！！~ haiz....BYE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! & BYE~!!!!! 这一年！！！！~

嗯，可能想到这一年，我好想像又喜欢寂寞和忧郁。我还是喜欢这种感觉！~ 快乐？！~ 嗯，不喜欢了！~ 因为，它来的快，去得也快！~ 而且，快乐过后，有是伤心！~ 所以，一直忧郁，不是很好吗？！~ 至少不会那么痛... T.T ...crying~~~~

哭过就好了

不喜欢怀疑什麽
并不表示我没有感受
看你微妙的变化 慢慢不同
我不是生气 只是心痛

最讨厌被误会了
但越解释越觉得难过
你可以说人会变
但不能说 你会这麽做 是我的错

哭过就好了
伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸著割舍
爱是为了拥抱 为了牵手
不是为了争吵 为了调头

哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了
越多美好堆叠的过往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤
要找勇气却不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上某个地方

哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

sad dreamer : 哭过就好了...真的吗?
记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的?
可是为什么我的记忆是淘汏好的?
哭过真的就好了吗? T.T.....

Form 3D more mature?

I was feeling a bit happy at my class, Form 3D ? erm...really feel a bit happy in my class. I was feel a bit happy because of my classmate who sit around me. They make me more happy, make me talking more with them, with others. This was the first time I was laughing during every lesson. I'm trying to accept them, trying to talk with them, trying to chat with them, trying to play with them happily. I think is the things that I need in my class barh~ That type of feeling...erm....quite nice feeling. That's call friends ???? Maybe barh~ Although all of them always talk about games that I don't know~ but we still got chat games that have in facebook. erm...when teacher asking questions from me, while I don't know how to answer it~ They will told the answer to let me to answer it. SO NICE~~~~!!!!! But, they always borrow somethings from me. Haiz...but, I also didn't show my temper in front of them..straight away I borrow them what they need to use. If freinds, I will straight away lend them, if others...maybe I won't straight away lend them barh~ THAT'S THE DIFFERENCE~!!! So, don't say me SELFISH~!!!
I remember that I showed my hot & bad temper in front of them!!! But, they knew that I was not happy....they advised me that don't angry. ????!!! feel very weried hor?!!!! erm..anyway, hope this type of freindship in my class can stay FOREVER~~ I want HATE get lost from my life FROM NOW ON~!!!! GET LOST NOW~!!!!! BYE~ ^^

I have a dream at last two night !

Yesterday, I had a dream at night. When I was woke up, I felt very HATE and also felt very touch in my heart. hahaha...don't know should be happy?! OR should be sad and hate?! ^^''
erm...I was dream about that group of rubbish~!!!!! Haiz~!!!! why I dream that group of rubbish?!!!! So, should be very hate lorh!! because I had dream about that group of rubbish!!! haiz! HATE!!! destroyed my dream!!! The dream was about during lesson, that group of rubbish came and bullied & disturbed me!!! hate!!! That group of rubbish kept bullying and disturbing me!
When that group of rubbish were disturbing me, suddenly...my spectacles spoilted!!! So that, I was very very angry!!! I scolded back that group of rubbish!!! But, I didn't beat that group of rubbish!! but, when I wanted to beat that group of rubbish...my teacher, Mr. Arrif came and talked to me. He told me that didn't beat that group of rubbish. Then, I also promised him.
But, I was crying there. So that, mr.Arrif came and talked to me again. He asked me why I was crying. I answered him that my spectacles had spoilt already. And, I also told him that I had two spectacles was spoilt in this year already. I also told him that my mother will scold me. So that, he gave me some money to buy a new spectacles. I was very very happy and felt very very touch in my heart.
After that, Mr. Arrif went that group of rubbish' s place. I think that sure that group of rubbish will get scolded by Mr. Arrif. But, when Mr. Arrif wanted to somethings to that group of rubbish...suddenly, I WOKE UP ALREADY~!!!!!!!!! Haiz...So, that I don't know what happen is going in my dream?!!!!! haiz!!!!!!!!! always like that~!!!!! hate!!!
erm..so that, I'm thinking hoe should I going to do?! This dream came to my brain...that means GOD gives me a chance to 'help' them???!!!!! erm...SURE!!!! yes!!! so that, I have to wait the change to let me 'help' that group of rubbish??!!! hehhe...NO!!!! I will find chance by myslef!!! Then, only can 'help' them!!!! YEAH~!!!!! ^^ haha!!! ^^' all right~!!!
I give that group of rubbish ONE MORE CHANCE~!!! better hold it!!!!! If next time...AGAIN?!! I will.....!!!!!!!!!!! remember arh!!!! bye~!!!! ^^!

Finally came back from Kota Tinggi...

Today, I went to Kota Tinggi with my family and my relatives. We went to Kota Tinggi for visiting my relatives and travelling there. We reached there at 12.00p.m. Firstly, we going to take lunch. The food quite delicious. hahahha^^ But, I was felt very very hate because of some hateful reasons!!!!! When I was eating, I was extreamly not not not happy!!!! hate!!!!
After finish took lunch, we went some places. examples.... i ya! actually, I don't know what places is there larh~!!!! I felt that when reached that places like a HELLO~!!!!! Haiz~!!!!! extreamly angry!!!!! If not my relatives had went there, otherwise....I will not go there!!!!!!! hate to go there!!!!!
After that, we went to another relatives' s house. There are many dogs~!!!!!!!!!!! Then, I was very scare to face them!!!!!!! hate!!!!!!!! always talked talked talked!!!!!!!!!! The saliva almost finished already~!!! After that, we went to another relatives' s house. There also have many dogs!!!!!!!!!!! really very hate lerh!!!!!! don't want to say le!!!!! Then, we buy somethings we wanted to eat.
Haiz...when we wanted to came back. There was traffic jam!!!!!!!!!!!! Is it very hate?!!!! OF COUSRE!!!!!!!!!!!! hate till I mad!!! mad till I cry!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was crying...of course was some hateful reasons!!! HATEFUL TRIP!!!!! When I went out, I sure had cried everytime!!! because really very hateful!!!
Then, I also didnot msn with her~ Haiz!!!! Waste my time...! I don't like to go out!!! even though stay at home...is very very boring! but, I don't mind!!!!!! understand?!!!! .............!!!!!!!!!! nothings to write le!! I also don't want to write le!!! PEOPLE ALSO DON'T WANT TO HEAR LARH!!!!!!

YES!!! My heart feel very shiok now!!!

YES!!! I'm very very happy now because of some bad things happened with the people who I very very HATE~!!! YES!!! woohoo~~ ^^ Actually, the people who I very very HATE is Mr. David~!!!! I'm very very dare to say my enemy in my blog~!!! WHO CARES ?!!!
When many students and teachers heard that David did that type of things was get a shock~!!! But, for me~!!! I didnot get a shock because I'm already know that he is that type of people~!!!
Terrible~!!! Since I hate him, I already know that he is that type of people already~!!! HATE HIM FOREVER~!!! And, before this thing happened...I hate him already~!!! That's didnot change my mind to HATE him~!!!!
Many people always look at his surface only. Actually, in his heart got many many many many things that you don't know~!!! Don't so silly go n believe him~!!! He cannot believe one~!!! If got people believe him, means that the people who believe he didnot do that type of things... YOU ARE STUPID~!!!!!! YA!!! YOU REALLY VERY VERY STUPID~!!!! please larh~ clean your mind larh~!!!
hehe...And, he was think that his favorite students will go and support him~ hahahahhahhahahha....very very very funny lerh~ His favorite students?! hahahhaa...very realistic de...Haiz...I was feel very very painfulness for him lerh!!!! hahahahhahahha~! very funny lorh~!!!! ^^ First time, I was very very 'happy' with a teacher~!!! hahhaha^^
I'm really very very happy when heard that the teacher have a 'surprise' to us~!! ^^ And, I want to remind him larh, don't think that your favorite students will go and support you larh~!!! you already in trouble~!!! please clean your stupid brain larh~!!! Many people is very very realistic in this world~!!! DON'T FORGET~!!! And, I want say to my 'good friend'.....Congratulations~!!!!!!! I very very 'love' you!!!! hahahhaha~!!!!
I will pray for you de~~~ don't worry~!!! I'm really will pray for you de o....hihihihi^^ my laughing very very nice hor?! hahahha....!

Haiz...My Weight Increases Again~!

When school holidays, I always hope that my weight will not increase. But, my weight INCREASES already~!!! haiz...because of the school holidays, let my weight increases again~!
At school, I didn't eat in cafeteria sometimes. If felt the food was very delicious, then...I will go and eat. hahahah~ But, the food...haiz...TERRIBLE~! digusting food~! When I saw it, I almost wanted to vomit. nevermind~ But, When I looked at people were eating...I almost wanted to die already~! When they were eating, like a few days never eat already~! So horrible~! haiz...Hello~ what for want to eat so fast?! Please take care others~! Eat so fast LIKE PIG~!!!! Selfish~!!! HATE~!!!
So that, when I came back from school at 3.00p.m. I also didn't eat anything already. If I felt very very hungry, I will eat some friuts~ hahaha...very very nice~ hahaha...Before the school holidays, my weight have slicely decrease. I was very very very happy. But, maybe that is the reasons why my weight will incareses.
At school holidays, I have take lunch EVERY DAY~!!!! And, I also gt eat some food at night~! haiz.....that is the reasons why my weight will increase~!!! haiz...always very very hard to let my weight decrease. But, nvm~! I will always 'keep fit'. hahaha~ so funny~ GOOD LUCK~!
After PMR, I sure I will let my weight decrease~! I MUST LOSE MY WEIGHT~!!!!! hahha...left 1 more months, I want LOSE MY WEIGHT~!!!!! GOOD LUCK~!!!!! I don't want become a 'pig'...hahahha~ very funny~

Should I thank GOD...?

erm...I always complain about my life, always complain why my life like that ? ! haiz...How should I do ? ! Should I thank god ? ! ....because although study secondary in Omega, I don't have any friends...just have two best friends only~! I don't have any feeling about this because in my class, I really don't have any best friends. All of them are group of rubbish~! If let me have this type of friends, I hope that I don't have any best friends in my class. THAT'S BETTER~!
BUT, in Omega...I meet my two best friends. I feel very happy and feel enough~! Although just have two best friends, but that's better than that group of rubbish~! HATE THAT GROUP OF RUBBISH FOREVER~! So, I very quiet in my class now because hate when talked to them, almost wanted to kill them. HATE~!!! HOPE THEY QUICKLY GO DIES~!!!!!!!!!! Then, I also want to say 'goodbye' to them...haiz, waste my saliva~! haha~!!!
I also meet her in Omega, I really feel very happy because when talk to her very happy than everyone~!!! I really feel very happy because I meet her in my life, let my life more happy. But, is that group of rubbish let my life become more sad and hate~! I really feel very hate too. Haiz.... HOW SHOULD I DO ? ! SHOULD I THANK GOD ? ! Haiz... although is that group of rubbish let my life become sad and hate~!!! but, I have best frineds and she in my life, I feel very happy already and really feel enough already. I cannot be so greedy, always want happy come and around me...I know le~ HOPE SHE CAN HAPPY~~ =] -----can?-----

Hate ! Terrible things...

Second examanation finally over by last week already. Long time, didn't update my blog already because of exam. hahaha~~~ very busy. Haiz..the result came out already. hahaha~~ slicely improve than last exam. felt very happy~
But, I didn't like my english paper' s mark. just 68 marks only. That' s is ok, but the reasons why I hate is that group of ' rubbish ', is higher than me~!!!! WHAT THE HELL ? ! SHITS~!!!! The teacher simply marked his paper lols~!!!! . Then, that teacher marked my paper very seriuos. HOW CAN LIKE THAT ? ! just I not his favourite students...? !~!!!! BULL SHITS~!!!! because the ' rubbish ' is his favourite students...? !~!!!! HATE~!!! I WAS ANGRY~!!!! How can the teacher mark like that? !!!! don't want to say anymore already larh~!!! feel very angry now. HOW CAN LIKE THAT ? ! don't like me, SAY LARH~!!! DON'T LIKE MY FACE, SAY LARH~!!!!
Just because I didn't smile during your lesson, then...u don't like me ? !!!! HELLO~!!! CHEH~!!! BULL SHITS~!!!!!!!!!!!! And, the ' rubbish ', I will HATE YOU FOREVER~!!!!! SHITS~!!! BETTER DON'T MAKE ME ANGRY. YOU OVER MY LIMIT ALREADY~!!!!

I promise that sure I don't want go to any party...

Last saturday, was my grandfather' s birthday. All of my relatives came to help my grandfather to celebrate his birthday. All of them were very happy. My grandfather also felt very happy because was his eighty years old of birthday party. Wa~ everybody looks very handsome and beautiful. hahaha~ me too~ i ya..of course, just jokes only.
Before one month ago, my mother had to book the party already. That party was held at ' 太子楼 ' in Taman Molek. There also had ' red box '...so that, would be more fun at there. Before we haven't went there, some of my relatives had came to my house already for get ready to go there. Of course, my grandfather also had came to my house~! After that, all of my relatives started to go there to celebrate. ~woohoo~ birthday party was started.
Everybody was very happy. All of them chatting together. After a few minutes, the dishes was prepare already. So that, we were eating and chatting happily. Some of them, before they eating...had took the photo with each others already. Then, only they started to eat. But, except ME~!!! I was not happy at there and almost wanted to cry already. But, I try to control~! I was wanted to cryy because I wanted to relax quietly. But, all of them always showed their happy and laughing face in front of me. Then, I don't know why..I was hate this type of things and also hate this type of feeling. Haiz..almost wanted to cry already. They always showed their happy face~! So that, I went to toilet and cry and relax.
After I came back from toilet. Nobody was care me~! They just very happy~!!! And, they always liked to take photo~! I don't like to take photo~!!! feel very hate~!!! So, I just sat there quietly. Nobody was care me~! like I didn't go thr party~!!!! Haiz..hate~! very hate~!!!
Last time, when P. E lesson..I was stood there quietly. I didn't want to mix my ' freinds ' because when they played, I almost wanted to kill them. They always showed their happy face~! I was very angry~! I don't know why I hate this type of feeling. Last month, I also went out with my ' freinds '. When I played with them. I almost hope I can stay at home and listen music..that' s better~!
Haiz..why I hate this type of feeling ? ! But, I sure I don't want to go to any party already~! And, I also don't want to go to shopping centre with my ' freinds ' already. But, if she has go..then, I will go with them...or else I sure I don't want to go with them~!! just wasting my time~!!! and wasting my money~!!! hate!!!! Haiz..don't want to say already...feel very hate now~!!!!

Spot practise almost finished already...felt very tired

hahaha...long time didn't updated my blog because nothing to write and very busy on this two weeks ago. The four day of sport practise finally finshed on last thursday. I were felt very tired because need to run and jumped in Larkin Stadium. Haiz...I were felt very tired now. But, felt very happy because can see 'her' at Larkin Stadium. The weather was damn hot!! I became indian guy already. hahaha... But, still have another three days need to go to Larkin Stadium. Haiz...
Erm...actaully, have many of happy things that I want to write. But, 'she' alredy wrote in 'her' blog. So, I should write another things lol...hahaha... Although, 'she' wrote in 'her' blog already...but, the happy memories still inside of my brain. hahaha...when I think back, felt very funny...hahaha^^ I'm laughing now... Erm, don't know what things I'm going to write lerh...?

Actually, when this four day of sport practise...I were helping the techer. I never run with my house. I went and helped teacher. That's why I felt very tired, although I didn't run and jumped...^^ Eiii, actually, first day of sport practise...I had ran with my house, I didn't go and help teacher. Then, the second day of sport practise, I had went and helped teacher because I found that I don't want to take part and after running, I will feel very tired.
So, at second day of sport practise...I went and helped teacher. When second day of sport practise, actually had eight person to join wanted to help teacher. But, third day of sport practise...incresed too many person, till seventeen person to join. Haiz...so many person don't wan to run...But, that was the reason...why I were very hate at fouth day of sport practise ! We all get scolded by many people. That group of people thought they have strong power in Omega. UEK ! VOMIT ! RUBBISH ! they were admin clerk. We all told the admin clerk already, we just help teacher only. They said we lazy to run or don't want to take part. HATE ! We are helper ! CRAZY ! We just wait for teacher only...so, we wait teacher in a room. Then, they rushed into the room and never asked anythings, straight away scolded us. VERY BAD ! THINK WHO ARE THEY ? ! CHEH ! felt very angry !
erm...anyway, I hope mt house- red house will same like last year..will get chanpian, N0.1~~woohoo~~~ I also hope green house can get No.2.
erm...after sport day, the second exam will come very very very soon already. Haiz...So, I think this three weeks...I will very very busy. So, I think will less to update my blog. hahaha... Then, hope 'she' can sleep early. Don't always study till midnight, very bad for 'her' health. ok? ^^
Although 'she' saw this post, will next week because 'she' never switch on 'her' cumputer on sunday.hahaha...But, still hope 'she' can......^^ hahaha....

BECAUSE OF 'HER', I PLAY MY FACEBOOK AGAIN ^V^

Last poat, I said I never play facebook before and called people don't add me...right ? Erm...but now, I want to play and use my facebook again..hahaha~~~ because of 'her'. 'She' has 'her' own facebook too. So, I use my facebook again.
So, I hope everybody add my facebook. sorry, because last time, said don't add me...hahaha...but, now..I have to use my facebook already. So, I hope can everybody add me facebook. Although I'm a sad dreamer. Although sad dreamer's 人缘 not good. nevermind. erm...although, I don't have ang good friends...please everybody add my facebook. I will play and use my facebook again. thanks! If everybody know me, please add me. Thanks!
SAD DREAMER HAS FREINDS MEH? !....

I NEVER PLAY FACEBOOK, BUT I HAVE FACEBOOK

I have facebook, but I din play facebook before. So, who know my facebook...please don't add me. OK? I din play facebook. Don't add me again. Thanks ! ^v^ hahaha...I know facebook very nice to play and enjoy. But, I don't like. This facebook is my cousin help me to make one. Actually, I don't want play one. erm..so, hope that can don't add my facebook. If who add my facebook also can, hahaha~~~but, I say already...I never play facebook...ok...thanks ^t^

YEAH ! 郭静终于发片了~~~woohoo~~~

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HOPE MY ROOM CAN BECOME RED BOX' S ROOM

Last wednesday, I went to Jusco Tebrau City with my friends and 'her'~~~ ^&^ ~~~ because was my friend' s birthday. We went to RED BOX and booked a room. Wasai~~ the room was so big and felt comfortable. NICE ROOM~~ so shiok! The room can switch on the music very loudly, but outside cannot hear any sound. SO NICE~~~
Haiz... that day I had sang a few song which I like. But, too less larh, NOT ENOUGH ~ Haiz...so, when went out with friends...is like that one...no choice...haiz~ But, really not enough lerh. ~.~ And, the room has three microphone, so less! I want to sing, also want to wait. HELLO! I GOT PAID MONEY HOR!!! CHEH! NEXT TIME, I DON'T WANT GO OUT WITH MY FRIENDS except my two best friends~~~ ^o^
erm...when I sad, I always hide in my room and sitched on my radio, and also heard song and sang loudly. so shiok! And, I always heard 'dai wo zou' when I felt very sad...hahaha~~~ so crazy suddenly, I will cry one. haiz...hahaha~~~ very funny...right? hahaha~~~ So, I hope my room can become RED BOX' s room. So, when I sad...I will stay my room and sang loudly. hahaha~~~ so shoik! BUT, I know is imposible. I just hope in my heart only. hahaha~~~ erm...when I sad, I also don't like went out with others or talk to others. I like to hear song. Haiz...when went out with others, you will feel that stay in ur home is better. HATE WENT OUT WITH OTHERS! But, except my two best friends larh~~~ erm...when after PMR, I aslo plan want to go out with them and go to RED BOX to sing loudly. woohoo~~~ just think, then will feel very shiok! ^&^...huhuhu~~~

I WILL NOT FORGET THIS DAY FOREVER~~

3 JUNE 2OO9, I will not forget this day forever~Today, I felt very happy because this was the first time I went out with my friends and 'her'. ~~~huhuhu~~~ I woke up at 8.00 a.m....so excited~~~ Then, I took my breakfast. After that, I had study for half an hour because nothing to do, too early woke up. ~~~hahaha~~~ After I finish study, I took my bathing. ~~~hihihi~~~ This was the first time I took my bathing very slow. Then, this also was the first time I comb my hair for a very long time. ~~~hahaha~~~ very funny hor ? ^^ After that, my mother carried me to Jusco Tebrau City at 11.00 a.m.
When I reached there, I rushed to HARRIS. But, I hadn't seen 'her' reached HARRIS. So, I sat there alone. ~~~hahaha~~~ alone again...shiok! ^^ When I sat there alone, I always check around because scared have some of teachers or admin clerk in omega school got come Jusco to check or not. COME AND CHECK LARH! THINK I SCARE YOU ? ! CRAZY !!! erm...after that, got three girls came and stood in front of me. ~~~huhuhu~~~ 'She' and 'her' friends came already. I was so suprised. After that, I followed them lol. Then, 'her' mother also got came Jusco. 'Her' mother came and call 'her' and talked to me don't close to 'her' in school, scare the school will say bgr. Then, I replied ooo. ~~~hahaha~~~ very funny hor. HENG! TALK ABOUT BGR, I WANT TALK ALREADY. HATE! WE DON'T HAVE BGR!!! HENG! THE SCHOOL MISUNDERSTOOD US! SO OLD ALREADY, STILL WANT TO 'GEIBO'. 'GEIBO' means busybody. But, we really don't have bgr. Haiz... why like that one ? !!!
erm...after that, we went to RED BOX and book a room. WASAI ! when I walked around Jusco, I saw so many omega students went to RED BOX. I think got half of omega students got went to RED BOX. ~horrible! After that, my friend, Jing, 'she' and me went to food court with my friend and her friends. They eat the food (don't know what food..), and Jing, 'she' and me played and chatted together. ha ha ha.. so happy! wooohooo~~ After that was 1.00 p.m. already, so we went to RED BOX again. The first room we went in was very small. But, I was sitting with 'her' because didn't have any place already. ~~~woohoo~~~ After that we changed the room again because had many people, so we changed the big room. The room was very big. so shiok! The room inside have two type of sit, one is sat on the sofa, and one is sat on the chair. When we first went in the room, all the girls sat on the chair and most of the boy sat on the sofa. But, I was followed 'her' to sat on the chair. Actually, we didn't sit on the chair. We stood at the sides. ~~~hahaha~~~ very funny lerh.
Haiz...we stood for a long time, till my leg want to break already. They all sang loudly, but except me and 'she' . Haiz... they sang many song, all they sang...I almost didn't like. But, some of the song I like. After 3.00 p.m. some of them wanted to watch movie. But, we don't want to watch movie...so, we stayed there and sang alone. so shiok! we choosed song which we very like, ang sang. ~~~woohoo~~~ so shiok! After that, time up! we pay the money, so expensive.
After that, 'she' and me went and took away the food ( I want took away the food only ). After that, After 5.00 p.m, my friend finished watching her movie. So, time to go back home already.
So, I called my parents to fetch me lol. After that had some time, so we went to HARRIS again. 'She' want to buy some pens. ~~~hahaha~~~ 'she' bought so many pens. hahaha~~~ so funny.
Haiz... my father reached Jusco already. So, I want to go back home already. But, before I go back home, 'she' told me somethings made me so happy!!! ~~~woohoo~~~ hahaha...What 'she' told me...erm...DON'T WANT TO TELL U, SECRECT. ^^ erm...then, I really went back already. erm...I hope we can go to RED BOX again after PMR. NOT ENOUGH LERH. HAIZ... HAPPY, SO FAST TO GO AWAY...

MISS AND HOPE EMERGE IN MY BRAIN

Yesterday, my family and I went to Taman Permas Jaya to take our dinner at half past five. We went to Bamboo, 竹林 to take our dinner. We were the first customers. Woohoo! because no need to wait for so long time. We also felt very hungry already. So, we odered crabs, vegetables and chicken. hahaha...Long time for never ate crabs already. huhu~~~ ^^
When my mother told me wanted to go to Taman Permas Jaya to take our dinner. My first thinking was 'her'. I thought...actually, I can go to 'her' house. But, because of that cases...let me cannot go to 'her' house. I felt very dissapointed and sad lol. Then, I reached Taman Permas Jaya already...but, cannot go to 'her' house. SO NEAR...ALSO CANNOT AND NO CHOICE TO GO TO 'HER' HOUSE. Why ? ! I also felt very boring when school holidays because before school holidays I had planed to go to 'her' house already. Haizzz...
WHY CANNOT GO TO 'HER' HOUSE ? !!! Hate for fortune...why like to pick on people. HATE!!! When the dishes was surviced, I was felt very happy because I felt very hungry already. Haizzz...when I was ateing, I always thought about 'her'. Why cannot go to 'her' house ? !!! already reached the Taman Permas Jaya, why cannot go to 'her' house....very near lerh... I really hope can go 'her' house when school holidays. Haizzz... HATE!!!
Ok..talked about the Bamboo's food. I told everybody, Taman Permas Jaya's Bamboo...please don't go and eat already. Their food...horrible!!! Till want to vomit and die. Their crabs not fresh and so...UEK!!! VOMIT!!! HATE!!! I JUST WANT TO EAT ONLY. HAIZZZ... terrible food.
Plaese don't go and eat Taman Permas Jaya' s Bamboo.

I really want to 'her' house...( T.T ) And, I really (????) 'her'. This wednesday, is my friend's birthday. I don't know I can go there or not ? !

如果我变成回忆~

累了 交困里努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了

听着 你心像往常还有热
越美丽越更勇敢的
我还能展示什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你坐挨哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发 满山牵着你 看晚霞落去
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他给你 我不怪你

快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你坐挨哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发 满山牵着你 看晚霞落去
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他给你

如果我变成回忆 最怕我单独终极
顽固的烂在空气 不整理心里每一寸空隙
原来依然爱我的你痛哭 承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记

HATE AND FELT VERY BORING HOLIDAYS

Got three different faces...yellow one is happy face, green one is cry face, red one is sad face. Which one you have ? I have this three face at different time. I have yellow one - happy face when talk to 'her', I felt very happy. I also have green one - cry faces when never talk to 'her'. I aslo have red face - sad face when without 'her'. Now, my face is from crying face to become sad face.

School holidays already started...hate, sad and boring came out and around me already. I felt very boring because cannot go to 'her' house when school holidays. When school holidays, I also never go to anywhere. BORING! Before that cases, I planed wanted to go to 'her' house. But, because that cases...let me cannot go to 'her' house anymore already. I also cannot hear 'her' voice already. This is sad and hate feeling! Why ? ! Why hate, sad and boring like to come and around me ? !!!

I hope 'her' can happy when school holidays. I'm your 'mou ren'...you are my 'her'...right ? Anyway, wish 'her' can happy...hahaha~~~ I see you at school after school holidays. ( to 'her' )....

我不是你想像的那么勇敢~

有时候太坚强 笑容却填不满眼眶
越是想要隐藏 歌声就唱的更响亮
直到入到心底最深处 OH~
你不要追问我 还缺了些什麽

每个人都有梦 幸福总站在最远方
心中越是渴望 越是不敢伸手拥抱
谁的心是我最後一站
我强问我自己 现在还没有个答案

我不是你想像那麽勇敢
多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武装 像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上

每个人都有梦 幸福总站在最远方
心中越是渴望 越是不敢伸手拥抱
谁的心是我最後一站
我强问我自己 现在还没有个答案

我不是你想像那麽勇敢
多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武装 像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上

我不是你想像总是扮演坚强
多想让你知道我也要个伴
放下讨厌武装 像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上
我不是你想像的那麽勇敢

WHY MY LIFE LIKE THAT ? !

Erm...today, I went back my home by normally mood. Then, my mother told me...my internet got problems. So, my internet cannot use at least two weeks. Oh my godnness!!! The school holidays is coming soon, then only told me cannot use internet. My mood was gone already. Then, sad time came back again. Why sad always like to around me ? !!! I just want to hear song, write my blog and MSN with others only. I never play games. My computer don't have any games. Just simple request only, why don't want let me use internet ? !
Then, my brother 's internet can use. He always play games. I never play games. Why don't want let me use internet ? ! What is my problems ? ! Why sad like to come and around me ? ! I just want simple life only. Why my life like that ? ! Then, during school holidays...I'm sure he never let me to use his computer, even touch...also cannot. Can anybody tell me what is my problems ? !
Last week, caught by mr.ooi because (???) !!! We cannot talk and meet each others at school. We must pretend to don't know each others. So, we just can use MSN to chat only. Why like this, also cannot ? !!! Every day, just see people talk happly. During recess time also see people talk happly. In the bus, also just see people talk happly!!! Then, I felt very boring in bus till I sleep. They talked very loud till I hate them! Talk so loud for what ? ! Just school holidays only!!! No need to happy like that !!! WHY MY LIFE LIKE THAT ? ! I JUST WANT SIMPLE LIFE ONLY!!! JUST SIMPLE REQUEST, ALSO CANNOT ? !
So, I think this school holidays...I cannot use my internet unless my internet can use...then only I use my internet. Haizzz... I cannot MSN with 'her' too. Haizzzz....

THAT (???) FINISHED ALREADY...^^

Erm...today, I woke up without my clock in the morning. I woke up by myself becasue I still worrying about the (???) . When I reached my school, I went and found my 'friends'....and sat with with them. Haizzzz... So, I looked them talking and just sat there quietly. After that, I felt very happy because I can sat another place and study alone. And then, all students can go to their classroom because that is the time can went into the class.
But, before all students went to their classroom....mr. ang called some students to find him. I am the one of the students need to find him. Haizzz... And, mr. ang called my name very loudly. Haizzzz...So, I went to office and found him. Haizzz...He said after the second bell rang, came and found him again.
So, after the second bell rang....I went to office and found him again. He said waited for a while. Then, I just stood there and waited a while. Actually, I knew mr. ang found me beause that (???) . Suddenly, I saw a student went to office and found mr. ang. And, the student found mr. ang also because that (???) . Haizzz...then, I very very very sure what happen was going to happen already. I started to cry in front of vice principal. Haiz..felt very 'paiseh'. Then, I also saw the best teacher, my history teacher...she asked me what happen...I just show my crying face to her. Haizzz...felt very 'paiseh' again.
Then, after a few minutes...the student and I went to mr.ooi's office. Then, I kept crying!!! OH MY GODNNESS, I still crying...haiz... Then, mr.wong, mr. ang, ms. alice and mr. koh came to mr.ooi office too. Then, mr.wong started to talk to us. HAIZZZZ....I STILL CRYING!!! DON'T CRY!!! HAIZ...then, mr.ang took some tissue and gave me. THANKS MR. ANG. After mr.wong finish talking, he said to us...wanted to cane us already. Haiz...I don't want to say crying already!!! Then, I caned by mr. wong. He caned my backside two times. I felt got little bit painful. Then, we went back to classroom. AFTER CANED, I STILL CRYING...AND,WHEN WENT BACK TO CLASSROOM...I STILL CRYING!!! HAIZ...felt very 'paiseh'!!! So, that things was finished already. The big rock inside my heart will gone already. erm..so, nothings to say already. hahaha~~~~~~^^...........(= . =''')~~~~

FIRST DAY...NEVER TALK TO 'HER'

Haizzz...first day, I never talk to 'her'. I felt very unhappy and felt very boring till I mad and become angry!!! Because I saw many people were talking happly and laughing loudly, so I felt that alone in class and st anywhere!!! Even in bus, also felt very boring till mad and wanted to sclof people!!! Then, many people also alwasys asked me about the (???). HATE!!! ASK!!! ASK!!! ASK!!! ASK FOR WHAT LARH!!! GO AND ASK ANOTHER PEOPLE LARH!!! ASK!!! ASK!!! ASK!!! CRAZY!!!
IF ANY PEOPLE ASK THAT (???) AGAIN!!! I'M GOING TO....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OK? ! PLEASE DON'T ASK AGAIN!!! I felt very uncomfortable because never talk to 'her'. I must pretend to don't know 'her' at school and everywhere. Haizzz.... I always saw many people sat one place and talked happly and laughing loudly. But, how about me ? ! I just sat there quietly and looking at poeple!!! Haizzzz.... Many people said to me, I very quiet in class and in school...and never talks to others. TALK TO THEM FOR WHAT LARH!!! SO BORING!!! I DON'T WANT TALK TO ANYBODY!!! I'M SAD DREAMER. But, I will try to don't want always think about 'her'... I CAN DO IT!!!! I'M SURE I CAN DO IT!!! ALTHOUGH I'M A SAD DREAMER BECAUSE SAD DREAMER ALSO A PEOPLE!!! I REALLY CAN DO IT!!! GOOD LUCK!!!

THE BEST TEACHER...

This is the best taecher

that I haven't meet

in my life!

I felt that

she is

extremely good!

I like her very much!

When she knew the (???)

She trust me

don't have (???)

I were so happy

hahaha~~~~

THANK TEACHER VERY MUCH~~~

TAECHER~

I LIKE U!

Are u feel that,

I am a very very bad students?

because I said bad things at the back of people...

taecher,

are u feel that I am bad???

被人误会的感觉~

Last thursday, I were still happy at recess time because 'her' recess time is same with my recess time. woohoo!~~~ hihihi^^... I met 'her' again!~~~ When I sit with my friends, she was looking at me...hahaha...We also got chatted with each others and also with our best friend, Law cheng jing. We don't have any friend in class. So, 'she' and I become best friends. We felt very happy.
But, the happy time always came out a while only. Then, the sad time came out again! So, I become sad dreamer again. haizzz....When the lesson was moving on, suddenly...got one admin clerk came in my classroom and wanted to find me. Then, I went out lol... The admin clerk called to go to office and found ms. alice. I felt very surprised, found her for what? ! But, nevermind..I went to office and found her. She called me to wait here again. haizzz....Then, I waited again. When I was waiting, suddenly...'she' also came to office and found ms. alice. Then, we looked each others and get a shock! Then, I asked 'her' what happen? 'She' said 'she' also don't know what happen? haizzz... Then, I slicely knew what happen with us already. After that, we went in mr.ooi office. Then, he asked us we wanted to admit or wanted after punish then admit. haiz... never give change to us to explain. force us to admit and alomost wanted to can us already. haizzzzz.....Then, when I went back my classroom, oh my godnness!!! I was crying!!! haizzz....
CRY FOR WHAT?!!!
erm...i ya...I don't want to say this anymore!!! no mood to type!!! and, actually, I almost finish typing already!!! DON'T ASK ME WHAT HAPPEN ALREADY!!!

TEACHER DAY ! WOOHOO !

New weekday, new monday again. Woohoo! Usually, I shall keep my playing's mood inside of my heart on monday and shall take up my study's mood from my heart to preapare my lesson in school. But, today I felt slicely relax because today is teacher day. Woohoo! Teacher day started at 9 o'clock. So, my bus would took me to the hall lately. GOOD! because my bus usually would took me very early to school. HATE!
When I reached the hall, I saw 'her' bus parked outside of the hall already. So, I knew 'she' came already. hahaha^^... While I went down from my school bus and went in to the hall, I quickly went and found 'her'. ^^... Finally, I found that 'she' sat there queitly, felt very funny lerh...^^. So, I went and called 'her' lol. 'She' smiled in front of me when I called 'her'. I asked her, u wait ?? very long time already a ? 'She said no, a while only. Then, I called 'her' to take up 'her' camera from 'he' bag. 'She' took 'her' camera and showed some picture to me. hahaha...very funny lerh, especially 'her' mother's photo ^^.
After a few minutes, my friend came already. She came and found us. Then, after half an hour the teacher day started already. First, sang song. haiz...don't know what song, I just followed them to sing only. Then, mr.ooi chong beng went up the stage and said somethings to us. haiz...today is teacher day, still wanted to speak for a long time!!! HATE! After that, some performence was showing on.
Then, after the performence finished to show all peopla. Mr. wong said can give presents to teacher already. So, I straight away rushed to 'her' place. Then, my frined...'she' and me went and found teacher to take photogargh. I also got took photogragh with 'her'. I think 'she' will show in 'her' blog! right...? ^^ After tooking photo, mr.wong called all students to sit their own places and wanted to give somethings to taecher already. Wa, some crazy students shouted very loudly till my ear slicely spoil already. SHOUTED SO LOUDLY! PLEASE CARE OTHERS! SELFISH!!! But, nevermind...today I felt very happy^^.
Then, we came back home. When 'she' went up 'her' bus, I already stood there to waited 'her'. hahaha...'she' said 'she' don't like ate the bread. hahaha...felt very funny lerh. Then, 'she' went up 'her' bus and I also went up my bus. haiz...felt very boring and hate when in my bus, just sat there queitly!!!

QUITE BUSY...

Erm...today, quite busy lerh. I like this type of day. I don't like nothing to do and feel very boring if nothing to do at one day. I like busy...then, no need to care others. Woohoo! SIOK!
I woke up at 8.00 a.m. , don't know why I woke up very early at today only. Usually, I woke up very late one...hahaha...( I'm not a sleep 'pig' larh^^). Then, I switched on my computer and just heard song only. My computer don't have any games...haiz... But, I don't care. I don't like play games, especially the internet games. I almost hate this type of games. My brother also always play with this, that's why always play games every day. haiz...
Then, after finished to hear song, I went and bath quiclky because I wanted to go out with my mother. I went out for cut my hair, my hair very long already. After that, I went back my home. My cousins wanted to come to my house and called me to teach them how to draw because they take exam tomorrow. haiz... But, nevermind.... I like to meet them. They very cute and can let my trouble threw at the back. hahaha...
Wa, when taeched them how to draw...I felt my trouble came back again. haiz...they very trouble. They made noisy and wanted to eat snack or drank aomethings. haiz... so many require. When they drawing, I just opened my radio and wanted to listen my music. When I listened nicely, they shouted and sang at all the time. OH MY GODNNESS! They also lied on my bed. haiz... I made my bed became neatly and nicely already. They straight away lied on my bed. haiz...
After they finished to draw, I let them played some computer games. Then, they played for a while and their parents came my house and took them went back home. Although I felt very tired, but I felt very happy^^... Then, my family took my grandfather and went and ate dinner. HATE! They ate like pig ateing. UEK! I ALMOST WANTED TO VOMIT IN FRONT OF THEM!
Anyway, I felt very happy today. I like this type of life. In the morning, I also got study my lesson larh. Every day, must study...even half an hour, also got study. ok larh although the study time very less than rest time because weekends. hahaha... I hope can this type of day, can come and around me every day. WOOHOO!!! I like!!!

带我走~

每次我总一个人走
交叉路口自己生活
这次你却说等我走

某个角落就你和我
像土壤抓紧花的迷惑
像天空缠绵雨的汹涌

在你的身后 计算的步伐
每个背影 每个场景
都有 发过的梦

带我走 到遥远的以后
带走我 一个人自转的寂寞
带我走 就算我的爱 你的自由
都将成为泡沫
我不怕 带我走

每次我总独自远走
保持缄默不皱眉头
这次你却说一起走

彼此温柔从此以后
像土壤抓紧花的迷惑
像天空缠绵雨的汹涌

在你的身后 计算的步伐
每个背影 每个场景
都有 发过的梦

带我走 到遥远的以后
带走我 一个人自转的寂寞
带我走 就算我的爱 你的自由
都将成为泡沫
我不怕 带我走

白马溜过漆黑尽头
潮汐袭来浪花颤动
凝在海岸结成了墨

蔷薇朝向草原气球
邮差传来一地彩虹
刻在心中拍打着脉搏

带我走 到遥远的以后
带走我 一个人自转的寂寞
带我走 就算我的爱 你的自由
都将成为泡沫
我不怕 带我走

带我走 就算我的爱 你的自由
都将成为泡沫
带我走

NEXT SURVEY FORM, I'M SURE GIVE 'HIGH' MARKS!

I want introduce two very 'good' and 'kind' teacher to all people.

First, very 'good' and 'kind' teacher is MR. DAVID ! He is my English teacher. Many people asked me:" who is your English taevher ?". I answered them:" ooo, my English teacher is MR.DAVID. They said he is a very good and funny taecher. I DON'T THINK SO!!! I THINK THEY ALREADY BECOME CRAZY PATIENTS! THEIR BRAINS GOT SOME PROBLEMS ALREADY!
I feel that teacher is very very very bad teacher. When english lesson, my class always laughed loudly and showed happy face. YES! when he was teaching, whole class will laugh excluding me! WHAT THE HELL ? ! When lesson was proceeded, why must we laugh...? ! Are you a teacher ? ! Why during lesson made jokes and let whole class laughed ? ! Is it funny ? ! I don't think so. I think is CRAZY! Actually, this problem is very small problem already. He has a very big big big problem. That is he said to one students, wee fong...he said to whole class...when I were looking at wee fong, I felt very happy and can teach very well after looking wee fong. WHAT THE HELL ? ! ARE YOU A TEACHER...? ! SAID THIS NONSENCE!!! VERY CARZY...RIGHT...? ! EVEN WAS A JOKES, ALSO STILL CANNOT MADE THIS TYPE OF JOKES!!! DISGUSTING! UEK! VOMIT!!!
He also said to whole class, when I sleep... I had a nice dream. That dream about wee fong was wearing that one! Then, whole class luaghed agian! HELLO! DAVID SELVAN...CAN YOU PLEASE WAKE UP FROM NOW! I DON'T THINK SO, WAS VERY FUNNY! STOP CRAZY IN CLASS!!! Then, he also said:" I like this class very much in this year." IS IT CRAZY ? ! DON'T WANT SAY HIM ANYMORE! WASTING TIME!

Next, he also is a very very very 'good' teacher. He teach me P.E. His name is ANAN. My P.E. lesson on friday. When form 1 and form 2, my P.E. lesson on monday and tuesday. I don't like because my shoes would became very dirty. I wash my shoes by myself, so I very care my shoes. YEAH! form 3, my P.E. lesson on friday is last day of school...no need to care about shoes was dirty. hahaha...I'm very happy with this. But, the problems is this very 'good' teacher. This teacher, ANAN...he taechs very 'well' . When he 'teaching', he just give some balls and call them to play and made a competition with two groups. IS IT TEACHING ? ! WHAT IS TEACHING ? ! Teaching is can let students anderstand including P.E. lesson. CRAZY!!! Then, I always looking them played together. Then, the teacher said to me:" you don't want play, u saw them how to play larh". WHAT THE HELL? ! SAW THEM PLAYED FOR WHAT? THEY ARE PROSENNIAL PLAYER? ! CARZY !!!

So, This are the two very 'good' and 'kind' of teacher. I repeat again...this are the two teacher I 'like' them very much! So, next survey form...I'm sure give them very 'high' marks and show to MR.OOI. This are the two teacher teach very 'well' !!!!

HAPPY MOTHER DAY!

HAPPY MOTHER DAY! WOOHOO!

Happy to all the mothers. Mother Day is very important day to all mothers. Without mothers, how we to live alone?

Since I born, I never help my mother to celebrate Mother Day because I don't have any money to buy presents or somethings to her. Some people say when Mother Day, must buy a presents to mother. Erm...I don't feel that. I feel that must let mother happy at all the time every day. But, I just write only. Sometimes, I let my mother feel very angry. hahaha...very funny...right? I hope my mother can happy at all the times. Today have to go to celebrate Mother's Day at restaurant. But, my mother want lose her weight. So, I think just normally eating at outside only. hahaha... I'm too. OOO, got one things , I want to say is I got help my mother every day. That's all...WISH ALL MOTHERS CAN A WONDERFUL MOTHER DAY! WOOHOO!

SERVE YOU RIGHT! 活该！

HAHAHA...let me finish laughing...hahaha...thk u! start writing why I keep laughing crazyly.

I still remembered that day is thursday. On thursday, I always felt boring because first lesson is science. My science teacher is MR.Chia. He is very good and kind teacher. He not only teachs us science. He got help us to settle our problems. He not like another teachers just taeching us thier own subject. He very very very is a good and lind taecher. That's why many students like him very much. I'm too...hahaha...But that day, I didnot feel boring because my class went to science lab and did many experiment during three period. Woohoo! SO GOOD!
After science lesson, is chinese lesson. Actually, I felt boring during her period lesson. Luckily, my class made some jokes...then, only I felt interesting. After chinese lesson finished, recess time was coming. YEAH! can rest already, vey nice! Actually, I said very nice not because can rest...is can sit with 'her' together every thursday. hahaha...
After that, recess time was finished I straight away went into my classroom because got mood to study already. During the math lesson, I felt very happy...hahaha...don't know why like that? But, nevermind...don't care about this. When the math lesson was still proceeded on, suddnely Mr.Yip, our school discipline teacher came into my classroom and asked permission from my math teacher for wanted to bring some students to MR.OOI' s office. Some students was guo qin, poh sheng, yong cheng. So, I asked my friend was sitting in front of my place...what happen with them, why must went to MR.OOI' s office ? ! But, when I were asking I felt very very very happy in my heart...hahaha...because my enemies went to MR.OOI' s office. SO NICE!!! SIOK! WOOHOO!!! I almost wanted to laugh out...but, because nobody know they is my enemy. So, I cannoy show my laughing face and sounds...hahahaha...
Y must went to MR.OOI' s office...? ! I'm very very very sure got somethings happen very serious! hahaha...serve you right! Before you went in...please pray god protect you...hahaha...so crazy...After one and half hour, they came back already. When they went into classroom, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....my enemies' s hair style become very very very 'handsome'. I get a shock, but is ok...hahaha...very good! Thier hair style cut by MR.OOI...so 'hansome'. O, I forgot already...avtually, MR.OOI before he become principal, he was a 'professional barber'. He cut hair very 'good' one..very 'handsome' one...hahaha...
Epecially, the 'dog' qin...'its' hair style very 'handsome' lerh... hahaha...let me finish laughing...hahaha...thk u...'Its' hair style like botak...hahaha...hahahahahahaha...WHO CAN HELP ME...I WANT BECOME CARZY ALREADY! HAHAHAHA..

They came into classroom, very 'happy' because their hair style become 'more hansome'. hahahahahaha...The 'dog' qin...quickly borrow a mirror and looked at 'itself'...He started showed his 'happy' face and started 'smiling'. hahahaha...SERVE YOU RIGHT! 活该！报应终于找上门来了！！！活该！！！always bullied me and disturbed me...hahaha...SERVE YOU RIGHT!!! 看你们以后还敢再欺负我！报应！O, this not 报应啦！只是，VERY VERY VERY SMALL PUNISHMENT. 以后，还有！！！THANKS GOD...HELP ME! I WILL BECOME A HAPY DREAMER. THANKS U...hahaha...

中三开学时...伤心的心情...

今年终于中三了...也是考PMR的年份。

在今年开学第一天的时侯...我很期待这一天的到来，因为可以看到我的朋友。当要上课的时侯，我和我班的同学去我们的班包括‘她’...因为还没有要去C班。等点了名，才去。‘她’肯定上C班的...HAIZ...
After the teacher ticked the name already....if people never said out their names by the teacher...means that the poeple will go to C class. 'Her' name never said out by the teacher, so she went to C class with some people because their class is C class already. Before 'she' went to C class, 'she' sit beside me in D class. I felt very happy. But, my happy came out for a while only...my happy stopped already. After 'she' went to her class, my sad face came out already. First day of the school already like that...if other days 'she' not in D class already. How should I do...? I'm started to cry during recess...THAT'S TRUE...
When after school...I went and found her..my happy came out again...But, a while only...I went up to my bus...and sit there quietly. After left the school, I cried agian...HAIZ...cry agian...But, nobody know...hahaha...After I came back to my home. I showed my smile to my family members...but that smile not real smile. So, I rested for a while...I went up to my studyroom and heard song...That song was dai wo zou...‘带我走’...this song means that got one people don't want bring others to another places...So, that people became alone already...HAIZ...CRIED AGIAN...AIYA...don't want to say anymore about this...hahaha...PAISEH...

I hope when people felt very sad...can hear dai wo zou...very nice!
I hope 'she' in C class can very happy...and my another friend too-Eileen...HAPPY...WHERE R U...? WHY U DON'T WANT AROUND ME...? (not now larh...and I want thk happy...because it come agian already...now larh...) hahaha...I hope happy can stay with me for a long time...

SCARED ABOUT THE INSECTS...

HAHAHA...just now I wrote very long new post...if got grammer mistake can tell me.

After I wrote the post, I went to the bathroom and washed my school uniform. When I washed my school uniform, I found that got one small thing beside of the wall. So, I went and checked...
U know what I saw....I saw a big and long centipede means that 蜈蚣 at the wall. I straight away and quickly and rushed out from the bathroom. And, I almost wanted to faint already. This is the first time I saw very big and long centipede. I get a very very very big shock. So, I called my father immediatelly to catch the centipede. But, my father stand outside and talked to my neighbours. WHAT THE HELL ? ! so serious things. So, I don't have any choise to choose. So, I took a mop and hit the centipede hardly till it dead. When I were hitting, I almost want to faint...because very very scared lerh...After it dead already, I called my father agian...then, he helped to setter this serious things.
HAIZ...when washed uniform, still got this type of things happen in front of my eyes...HAIZ...
If I got one maid at my house, I can call her to wash...I no need to worry about this...HOPE CAN A ONE MAID AT HOUSE AND HELP ME...

I WILL REMEMBER THAT DAY FOREVER

On last wednesday, I'm felt very boring during recess because my recess time and 'her' recess is different time. So, we cannot meet each others. My best friend, Eileen Law Cheng Jing...her recess time also different with me. When wednesday I always alone during recess.
So, when my recess time was finished...I quickly came back my classroom because next lesson was english lesson. My english teacher said before he came into the classroom, all people must come in. He don't like students come in the classroom lately. When the lesson started, my english teacher said some people because they changed their places already. So, I also changed my places already. He said I sit in front very good. He just said like this only. WHAT THE HELL? !...he means that I sit at the back not good larh. WHAT ARE U TALKING ABOUT ? !...during his every period, I always showed my quiet face one. He always said me...always showed your sad face. AIYA!!! I'm sad dreamer lar...and why must show my happy face to you! U think u got one face and can let people smile one arh...SO CRAZY!!!
And, I remember last time...before I haven't change my place...got one time he stood at the back of me. And, I don't know he stood at the back of me. I just concentrated to hear what he talking about. Then, suddenly...he shouted at me. I'm straight away showed my get a shock face to whole class. Then, very people laughed me including that 'good' teacher!!! HATE!!!
When second recess time was slicely finished, I got showed my happy face because I know my freind and 'her' would standed outside my classroom and said hello to me. When, the english teacher said somethings about the Potato people. Suddenly, got one people knocked the door very loudly. All people would stayed the focus to that people knocked the door very loudly one. And then that people is her and my best friend too came in my classroom and wanted to find me. They would laugh at all the time when talked to my eanglish teacher. Then, I would get a shock and also laughed at all the time. Then, I straight away went out quickly and talked to them. They found me was wanted to give me food to eat. I were very happy. And then, I came back into my classroom...all people and the teacher saw me again. And the teacher said 'her' laughed...and said in classroom 'she' din not laugh like that...HAHAHA...very funny. And, he said me too. All people asked what things they gave me? HAHAHA...Don't tell all of u...
I will remember that day forever...hahaha...

CRAZY & BAD DAY...

Last friday, when I came back, I'm felt very happy because I can online already. I can chat with my friend until whole day. So, after I came back I straight away rushed to my computer room and switched on my computer immediatelly. After I switched on my computer, I played some games. Then, I went and bathing. After I bathing, I went to my coputer room again and online my MSN...HAHAHA...I CAN ONLINE ALREADY... because I never online my MSN five days already...so long time no online. When, the MSN online already, I saw a little bit of people online only. So, I offline lor...because my frined still haven't online and because I came back home early...they haven't come back yet. So, I went to my bed room and slept for a while. HAIZ...I just want to sleep for a while only. But, I slept until 6.00p.m. So, I went to my computer room again and online my MSN. CARZY & BAD things came in already. My internet got promblems, cannot internet and cannot online my MSN. I almost wanted to die already. I just slept only for a period time...then cannot internet. CRAZY & BAD things showed in front of my eyes...I couldn't believe...I almost wanted to faint already because friday was many people online their MSN one...AND I already five days never online. HAIZ...what crazy & bad day...!!!

I just slept for a while only...then became like that...! HATE!!! CRAZY!!!
Then, 'she' asked me why I never online....I told 'her' this promblems...! HATE!!! How come like this...? ! Then, my mother called the T.M.NET...and asked why like this...? ! SO CRAZY DAY...

HAPPY...WHEN TALK TO 'HER'...o(∩_∩)o...

HAHAHA...I'm feel so happy because talk to her every morning...O(^_^)O

when I talk to her...I'm feel very happy lerh...that feel I don't know how to say...very hard to say... Last time, when recess I talk to her again...we just laugh only...still feel very happy already. When after school, I go and find her and talk. When we meet each other, we laugh at all the time. That's why last time I canned by Mr. Ang because of I always find her after school. And, my bus is 1st team...already park outside of school. I went up my bus lately...so canned by Mr. Ang lol..HAIZ...but nevermind larh...because can talk to her happly...hahaha...

Yesterday, I msn with her and my other friends. We all play games-'zhong ji mi ma' in msn. Like this, also still can play games...hahaha...If one people say out the number which that people think the number is same...then must answer the questions what the people ask. Then, got one time...she say out the number is same with the people think the number. So, the people ask her one questions. If this world don't have the people u like...u will choose who...? She answer is guan hao...hahaha....I also know one ... After this hor, then...the games start...Unluckily, I said out the number...haiz...then, actually...is she ask questions one...But, she don't have questions to ask me. So, she call her friends to help her to ask me. Then, her friends ask me...except her, who u will choose in my class. Then, I just say hahaha...Then, they all want me to answer it. HAIZ...when I want to say my answer hor...she help me to answer. She answer is jiahui. Then, my friends said that smell come out...hahaha...very funny lerh...that smell means that 'chi cu'....hahaha...But, I don't know she got 'chi cu' or not...>? o(n_n)o

Whatever I talk or msn with her...I always feel very happy...hahaha...I hope this type of things can become forever...because talk to her very very very happy and feel very very very happiness. When I in my class, I feel not happy and hate this class. In bus, also feel hate...!!! I very hope can like this forever lerh...

CAN 'SHE' HELP ME...?