Forth Week Of School Reopen...

erm...nothings special things happen in this week. But, somethings that I feel very hate is.........!! I'm still keep inside my heart!~ So that, I can study very well everyday because of hate. Only hate can make me strong a bit, let me stand up to fight, let me got energy to _ _ _ _ them!!!~ I said this before, chance is find by myself, is hold by meself. So that, I will.......!! I must....!! Otherwise, I cannot breath at all the time. And, some of the stupid people, don't think you can simply bully at all the time. I didn't scold back means I still respect as a person! give you warning already! better be clever!!! Erm...forget what happen on monday already. hehehe... Then, what about Tuesday? I also forget already~ OOO!!!~ I was remember what happen on tuesday already. All form 4 students called by mr.ooi~ Then, he adviced us somethings. He also told us somethings that about future. Then, he talked almost about 1 hour~ We were stood in front of him for 1 hour to listen what he told us!~ wasai! I believed that all of the students were very happy after he finished talking~ Then, what happen on wedsnesday and thusday..I had been forgotten~ Then, I remember that what happen on today, friday!~ Somethings that very very make me feel very very hateful!!!~ I would keep inside of my heart! I will return back to them!!!~ 做到也太表面了吧?!!!!! neverminds!!!!~ If who did like that, he or she is a person! YES!~ Some of person will do like that in front of someone because they wanted to show off!~ neverminds!!!~ huuu~ they will know very very very soon!~ Then, have P.E lesson on next monday~ haiz....I don't like P.E lesson lerh! Especially, teaching by Mr.Aru!!~ He will treat us like army lerh!! OK! honestly telling, I'm treat them as a 'sweat'!~ They are very 'dirty' in my eyes! For me, they are _ _ _ _ _ _ _!!!!!!~ in my eyes!!!~ hope they can enjoy their life now because they don't have any chance to enjoy their life very soon! Then, somebody asked me somethings, adviced me somethings. For me, I will think they are not know me so much! That's all~ hahaha.... And, Benard Chong didn't say games anymore~ YES!!!~ shiok!!~ because he was busy to copy homework~ Useless!!!!~ All of this is my life~ shows that are very 'good'...right?!!!! haiaihiahihhehee~~ _ _ _ _!

Happy Tuitions~

Last thursday, I was taking tuition with my friends, Edward and Jason. I was very happy during tuition because I was sitting with them. If everythings that I don't know, I can ask them. hahhaha~ Sumtimes, during tuition...we would talk a bit~ Then, Edward always talk very funny things. So that, whole tuition is like a playing~ hahha~ He can make tuition more interesting. So that, I won't feel boring when tuition is moving on. I feel that very happy of take tuition with friends. But, not like that group of.........!!!!~ haiz..same class with them, is because of my results. This shows that I'm do not study..T.T~ But, I very hope that I can leave that class! haiz...don't talk about them because this is the one only is happy post. Everytime, I was not happy, sad, hate....is because....HAIZ!~ hope somethings can.............!~ erm, just now..I was watching 妻子的诱惑. WA~ I dislike the finale because I was feel very very very very extreamly touching. If not my brother was beside me, I almost cry out already!~ Actually, I dislike of that because they must straight away die, no need cry before die. JUST LIKE....................!!!!~ hope they also.................!!!!~ But, I will not let them............!!!!!!~ WAIT..................!!!!!~ What they do for me......, I will return back to them!!!!!!~ Then, talking about the BM teacher. Haiz...his teaching is very very very very very extreamly lousy!!!!~ straight away give the answers!!!! didn't explain anything!!!!!!! When he talking or teaching, almost talking to dogs!!! NOT CLEAR!!!!!~ I like Mr.Arrif teach me BM. Wait for the survey form...because I want to give him 0 mark!!!!!!~ Otherwise, my BM sure fail on his hands!!!! Everyday, have to change. Everythings, have to change. Everytims, have to change. Hope next week, I can try to..................!!!!! And, must try to................!!!!! I need to.............!!!!! I must..............!!!!!!!!! Now, I won't hoping soemthings.!!! I must do it for................!!!! Otherwise, I will wait for a long time to see...............!!!!! Chance must find by myself!!! Then, only can see..............!!!!!~ Actually, this almost is a _ _ _ _ _ _ _ post!!!!!~ but, nevermind!~ This will return back to someone!!!!!~

Third Week Of School Reopen...

Another week past again~
Now, have to study a lot of things.
haiz...a lot of things need to memories.
especially, Biology....extreamly very hard to memories.
This week happened a lot of hateful things.
Actually, the hateful things is happen everyday~
because, I feel hate everyday!~
Examples, when I were reached school...
I am sitting with Benard Chong, Julian, Farm and so on~
but, the hateful things......!~
All of them always talking about the games!~
WALAU lerh!!!~
Then, I were sitting with them and showed my bad temper!~
What for always talking about games?!!!
games got come out in exam?!!!!!!
feel very 'pek cek' lerh@!!!!!~
Then, when Mr.Ang called students to line up...
I straight away go and line up!~
SHITS FOR THEM!!!!!~
Then, sure sit with them at next week!~ HAIZ....!
I almost don't want sit with Benard Chong!!!
hope next week, he can don't say games ANYMORE!!
Then, another hateful things is.....
is.......SHITS!!! HATE!!!

More Talkative In Class...

Now, my class have 35 students only.
erm...quite a lot students, quite a big class~
Then, I am sitting beside my friends....
my friends who sitting beside me is come from C class~
I'm feel very happy.......
because I am always laughing in class during lesson~
So that, I also get scolded by teacher. hehe~
we are always laughing somethings that not so funny...
but, we also can laugh till stomachache. hahah~
wai yean and hui yee.....
they are only my freinds now in my class.
but, we are also very concentrate during lesson~
So, that shows all of my friends is in C class!~
I can talk with them very friendly,
not like D class...I almost talking with them by using bad attitude~
That's good!!!!!~ All right~!!!!!
but, I were heard somethings that very hateful on last friday!~
so that, I was very very very extreamly no mood!~
Lukily, the moral teacher looks very very funny~
so that, laugh a bit at that time.
Otherwise, I cann't laugh out during moral lesson.
what is the things that very hateful>?!
Don't Care!~~~~ think by yourself larh!~

Second Week Of School Reopen...

Second week of the school reopen,
second week also past already~
erm...for this week,
had many of things happened during this week.
haiz....I'm not like this week so much.
compare with last week,
this week is very very very extreamly hateful~!
Many of hateful things happened again!!~
how am I going to do?!
because of some hateful reasons,
destroy my study mood in class!~
But, I will not sad forever!!!~
I will strong forever!!!~
Don't think that can destroy my study mood!~
Don't think that can beat down me!!!~
NOT!!!~ I will strong a bit~
After form 5, sure I will............!!!!~
next week, will be better?!
I don't know~
but, I will get over!!!!~
just sad only!~ nothings can destroy my 2010!~
Is because of hate, make me stand up to fight!~
will remember those very hateful things,
so that, I can strong a bit!~ can fight forever!~

我爱他

他的轻狂留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一(如果还有)遗憾 是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

你为什说谎

这次我走开 再没有话要说出来
我不想再期待走下去 还能多精彩
我不了解你怎能心安
也捉不住你的倔强
可是我知道你 你为什么说谎

你说你还在 一分一秒也没走开
我想留在这里 可是这一切已太晚
我不能再像从前一样
为我们的明天疯狂
你不必解释 你为什么说谎

你不能说我没有爱过
说我没等过难过 我也想说
也许能重来我却还是沉默
你一直问我的心到底在不在
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱
而我的泪 怎么就流下来

A Quiz Tagged By Love 4ever

-You-
First name: Chin Han
Nickname: Don't have, don't like too
Name you wish you had: Special name
What do people normally mistake your name for: Don't know
Birthday: 8 October 1994
Birthplace: Johor
Time of Birth: Don't know
Single or taken: Single
Zodiac sign: Libra

-Your Appearance-
How tall are you: 166cm (not so accurate)
Wish you were taller: Of course
Eye colour: Black colour
Eye colour you want: Blue colour
Natural hair colour: Black colour
Current hair colour: Black colour
Short or long hair: Short hair
Ever dye your hair bizarre colour: Never do it before
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair: Never do it before
Glasses or contacts: Glasses
Do you wear make-up: I'm not girl
Ever had hair extensions: Never do it before
Paint your nails: I'm not girl

-In the Opposite Gender-
What colour eyes: Blue
What colour hair: Brown colour
Shy or outgoing: Shy a bit
Looks or personality: Both
Sex or cute: Both don't want
Serious or fun: Serious
Older or younger than you: Don't know
A turn on: Don't know
A turn off: Don't know

-This or That-
Flowers or chocolates: Chocolates
Pepsi or Coke: Both don't like
Rap or rock: Rock
Relationship or one-night-stand: Relationship
School or work: School
Movies or music: Music
Country or city: City
Sunny or rainy days: Not like so much
Friends or family: Family

-Have You Ever-
Lied: Of course
Stole something: No
Smoked: No
Hurt someone close to you: Maybe
Broke someone's heart: Maybe
Had your heart broken: Of course
Wondered what was wrong with you: Don't know
Wish you were a prince / princess: I'm live in a realistic world
Liked someone who was taken: No
Shaved your head: No
Use chopsticks: Sometimes
Sang in the mirror to yourself: Sometimes

-Favourites-
Flower: I don't like flower
Candy: Chocolate flavour
Song: Many
Scent: Don't know
Colour: Black, white, blue, green
Movie: Not like so much
Singer: Many
Word: Hate and sad
Junk food: Potato chips
Website: http://saddreamer1008.blogspot.com/
Location: Don't know
Animal: Don't like
Ever cried over someone: Of course
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself: Secret
Do you think you're attractive: Don't know
If you had to choose a fairy tale as your life what would you choose: Don't know
Do you play any sport: No

-The Rules-
Link to your taggers and post these rules.
List eight random fact about yourself and tag eight people.

Sad Dreamer: Rules???!!!!!~ Here is not a school!!!~ No need have any ruels!!!~

Smile....

Just now, I was msn with her
when I msn with her,
I was smilling many times in my heart~
found that that type of smile....
is different compare to...
when you chit-chatting with your good friends.
That type of smile,
shows that you are happiness and happy~
I hope this type of feeling,
can mantain forever~
because when I was in my class,
I was feel very ' no mood'....
That's all........
Just want to show that I'm happiness and happy~
Although the happy time will gone very fast,
but...nevermind~ happy is more important~
SAME wishes~~~~
hope she can happy forever~~~
Tomorrow, going to make passport~
have to wake up early....
so that, bye~ Good Night~

1st Week Of School Reopen....

First week of school reopen,
first week also past already~
erm...for this week,
found that happened many things,
got a bit angry things,
got a bit happy things,
but, got sad things too~
hehehe~ 1st week only,
already happened so many things.
next week, what will happen??...
hope my study lifestyle can chnage a bit!~
don't want let this type of things...
to destroy my mood to study~
CANNOT!!!~ MUST CHANGE!!!~
sad things?????!
throw away form my brain,
OR................
keep inside in my heart??????!
don't know....nevermind!~
next week, sure everythings will FINE de~~~
GAMBATEH!!!!!!~ +U!!!!!~ And,
hope she can happy 4ever~~~ ^^

雨爱