Haiz...My Weight Increases Again~!

When school holidays, I always hope that my weight will not increase. But, my weight INCREASES already~!!! haiz...because of the school holidays, let my weight increases again~!
At school, I didn't eat in cafeteria sometimes. If felt the food was very delicious, then...I will go and eat. hahahah~ But, the food...haiz...TERRIBLE~! digusting food~! When I saw it, I almost wanted to vomit. nevermind~ But, When I looked at people were eating...I almost wanted to die already~! When they were eating, like a few days never eat already~! So horrible~! haiz...Hello~ what for want to eat so fast?! Please take care others~! Eat so fast LIKE PIG~!!!! Selfish~!!! HATE~!!!
So that, when I came back from school at 3.00p.m. I also didn't eat anything already. If I felt very very hungry, I will eat some friuts~ hahaha...very very nice~ hahaha...Before the school holidays, my weight have slicely decrease. I was very very very happy. But, maybe that is the reasons why my weight will incareses.
At school holidays, I have take lunch EVERY DAY~!!!! And, I also gt eat some food at night~! haiz.....that is the reasons why my weight will increase~!!! haiz...always very very hard to let my weight decrease. But, nvm~! I will always 'keep fit'. hahaha~ so funny~ GOOD LUCK~!
After PMR, I sure I will let my weight decrease~! I MUST LOSE MY WEIGHT~!!!!! hahha...left 1 more months, I want LOSE MY WEIGHT~!!!!! GOOD LUCK~!!!!! I don't want become a 'pig'...hahahha~ very funny~

Should I thank GOD...?

erm...I always complain about my life, always complain why my life like that ? ! haiz...How should I do ? ! Should I thank god ? ! ....because although study secondary in Omega, I don't have any friends...just have two best friends only~! I don't have any feeling about this because in my class, I really don't have any best friends. All of them are group of rubbish~! If let me have this type of friends, I hope that I don't have any best friends in my class. THAT'S BETTER~!
BUT, in Omega...I meet my two best friends. I feel very happy and feel enough~! Although just have two best friends, but that's better than that group of rubbish~! HATE THAT GROUP OF RUBBISH FOREVER~! So, I very quiet in my class now because hate when talked to them, almost wanted to kill them. HATE~!!! HOPE THEY QUICKLY GO DIES~!!!!!!!!!! Then, I also want to say 'goodbye' to them...haiz, waste my saliva~! haha~!!!
I also meet her in Omega, I really feel very happy because when talk to her very happy than everyone~!!! I really feel very happy because I meet her in my life, let my life more happy. But, is that group of rubbish let my life become more sad and hate~! I really feel very hate too. Haiz.... HOW SHOULD I DO ? ! SHOULD I THANK GOD ? ! Haiz... although is that group of rubbish let my life become sad and hate~!!! but, I have best frineds and she in my life, I feel very happy already and really feel enough already. I cannot be so greedy, always want happy come and around me...I know le~ HOPE SHE CAN HAPPY~~ =] -----can?-----