如果我变成回忆~

累了 交困里努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了

听着 你心像往常还有热
越美丽越更勇敢的
我还能展示什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你坐挨哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发 满山牵着你 看晚霞落去
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他给你 我不怪你

快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你坐挨哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发 满山牵着你 看晚霞落去
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他给你

如果我变成回忆 最怕我单独终极
顽固的烂在空气 不整理心里每一寸空隙
原来依然爱我的你痛哭 承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记

HATE AND FELT VERY BORING HOLIDAYS

Got three different faces...yellow one is happy face, green one is cry face, red one is sad face. Which one you have ? I have this three face at different time. I have yellow one - happy face when talk to 'her', I felt very happy. I also have green one - cry faces when never talk to 'her'. I aslo have red face - sad face when without 'her'. Now, my face is from crying face to become sad face.

School holidays already started...hate, sad and boring came out and around me already. I felt very boring because cannot go to 'her' house when school holidays. When school holidays, I also never go to anywhere. BORING! Before that cases, I planed wanted to go to 'her' house. But, because that cases...let me cannot go to 'her' house anymore already. I also cannot hear 'her' voice already. This is sad and hate feeling! Why ? ! Why hate, sad and boring like to come and around me ? !!!

I hope 'her' can happy when school holidays. I'm your 'mou ren'...you are my 'her'...right ? Anyway, wish 'her' can happy...hahaha~~~ I see you at school after school holidays. ( to 'her' )....

我不是你想像的那么勇敢~

有时候太坚强 笑容却填不满眼眶
越是想要隐藏 歌声就唱的更响亮
直到入到心底最深处 OH~
你不要追问我 还缺了些什麽

每个人都有梦 幸福总站在最远方
心中越是渴望 越是不敢伸手拥抱
谁的心是我最後一站
我强问我自己 现在还没有个答案

我不是你想像那麽勇敢
多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武装 像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上

每个人都有梦 幸福总站在最远方
心中越是渴望 越是不敢伸手拥抱
谁的心是我最後一站
我强问我自己 现在还没有个答案

我不是你想像那麽勇敢
多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武装 像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上

我不是你想像总是扮演坚强
多想让你知道我也要个伴
放下讨厌武装 像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上
我不是你想像的那麽勇敢

WHY MY LIFE LIKE THAT ? !

Erm...today, I went back my home by normally mood. Then, my mother told me...my internet got problems. So, my internet cannot use at least two weeks. Oh my godnness!!! The school holidays is coming soon, then only told me cannot use internet. My mood was gone already. Then, sad time came back again. Why sad always like to around me ? !!! I just want to hear song, write my blog and MSN with others only. I never play games. My computer don't have any games. Just simple request only, why don't want let me use internet ? !
Then, my brother 's internet can use. He always play games. I never play games. Why don't want let me use internet ? ! What is my problems ? ! Why sad like to come and around me ? ! I just want simple life only. Why my life like that ? ! Then, during school holidays...I'm sure he never let me to use his computer, even touch...also cannot. Can anybody tell me what is my problems ? !
Last week, caught by mr.ooi because (???) !!! We cannot talk and meet each others at school. We must pretend to don't know each others. So, we just can use MSN to chat only. Why like this, also cannot ? !!! Every day, just see people talk happly. During recess time also see people talk happly. In the bus, also just see people talk happly!!! Then, I felt very boring in bus till I sleep. They talked very loud till I hate them! Talk so loud for what ? ! Just school holidays only!!! No need to happy like that !!! WHY MY LIFE LIKE THAT ? ! I JUST WANT SIMPLE LIFE ONLY!!! JUST SIMPLE REQUEST, ALSO CANNOT ? !
So, I think this school holidays...I cannot use my internet unless my internet can use...then only I use my internet. Haizzz... I cannot MSN with 'her' too. Haizzzz....

THAT (???) FINISHED ALREADY...^^

Erm...today, I woke up without my clock in the morning. I woke up by myself becasue I still worrying about the (???) . When I reached my school, I went and found my 'friends'....and sat with with them. Haizzzz... So, I looked them talking and just sat there quietly. After that, I felt very happy because I can sat another place and study alone. And then, all students can go to their classroom because that is the time can went into the class.
But, before all students went to their classroom....mr. ang called some students to find him. I am the one of the students need to find him. Haizzz... And, mr. ang called my name very loudly. Haizzzz...So, I went to office and found him. Haizzz...He said after the second bell rang, came and found him again.
So, after the second bell rang....I went to office and found him again. He said waited for a while. Then, I just stood there and waited a while. Actually, I knew mr. ang found me beause that (???) . Suddenly, I saw a student went to office and found mr. ang. And, the student found mr. ang also because that (???) . Haizzz...then, I very very very sure what happen was going to happen already. I started to cry in front of vice principal. Haiz..felt very 'paiseh'. Then, I also saw the best teacher, my history teacher...she asked me what happen...I just show my crying face to her. Haizzz...felt very 'paiseh' again.
Then, after a few minutes...the student and I went to mr.ooi's office. Then, I kept crying!!! OH MY GODNNESS, I still crying...haiz... Then, mr.wong, mr. ang, ms. alice and mr. koh came to mr.ooi office too. Then, mr.wong started to talk to us. HAIZZZZ....I STILL CRYING!!! DON'T CRY!!! HAIZ...then, mr.ang took some tissue and gave me. THANKS MR. ANG. After mr.wong finish talking, he said to us...wanted to cane us already. Haiz...I don't want to say crying already!!! Then, I caned by mr. wong. He caned my backside two times. I felt got little bit painful. Then, we went back to classroom. AFTER CANED, I STILL CRYING...AND,WHEN WENT BACK TO CLASSROOM...I STILL CRYING!!! HAIZ...felt very 'paiseh'!!! So, that things was finished already. The big rock inside my heart will gone already. erm..so, nothings to say already. hahaha~~~~~~^^...........(= . =''')~~~~

FIRST DAY...NEVER TALK TO 'HER'

Haizzz...first day, I never talk to 'her'. I felt very unhappy and felt very boring till I mad and become angry!!! Because I saw many people were talking happly and laughing loudly, so I felt that alone in class and st anywhere!!! Even in bus, also felt very boring till mad and wanted to sclof people!!! Then, many people also alwasys asked me about the (???). HATE!!! ASK!!! ASK!!! ASK!!! ASK FOR WHAT LARH!!! GO AND ASK ANOTHER PEOPLE LARH!!! ASK!!! ASK!!! ASK!!! CRAZY!!!
IF ANY PEOPLE ASK THAT (???) AGAIN!!! I'M GOING TO....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OK? ! PLEASE DON'T ASK AGAIN!!! I felt very uncomfortable because never talk to 'her'. I must pretend to don't know 'her' at school and everywhere. Haizzz.... I always saw many people sat one place and talked happly and laughing loudly. But, how about me ? ! I just sat there quietly and looking at poeple!!! Haizzzz.... Many people said to me, I very quiet in class and in school...and never talks to others. TALK TO THEM FOR WHAT LARH!!! SO BORING!!! I DON'T WANT TALK TO ANYBODY!!! I'M SAD DREAMER. But, I will try to don't want always think about 'her'... I CAN DO IT!!!! I'M SURE I CAN DO IT!!! ALTHOUGH I'M A SAD DREAMER BECAUSE SAD DREAMER ALSO A PEOPLE!!! I REALLY CAN DO IT!!! GOOD LUCK!!!

THE BEST TEACHER...

This is the best taecher

that I haven't meet

in my life!

I felt that

she is

extremely good!

I like her very much!

When she knew the (???)

She trust me

don't have (???)

I were so happy

hahaha~~~~

THANK TEACHER VERY MUCH~~~

TAECHER~

I LIKE U!

Are u feel that,

I am a very very bad students?

because I said bad things at the back of people...

taecher,

are u feel that I am bad???

被人误会的感觉~

Last thursday, I were still happy at recess time because 'her' recess time is same with my recess time. woohoo!~~~ hihihi^^... I met 'her' again!~~~ When I sit with my friends, she was looking at me...hahaha...We also got chatted with each others and also with our best friend, Law cheng jing. We don't have any friend in class. So, 'she' and I become best friends. We felt very happy.
But, the happy time always came out a while only. Then, the sad time came out again! So, I become sad dreamer again. haizzz....When the lesson was moving on, suddenly...got one admin clerk came in my classroom and wanted to find me. Then, I went out lol... The admin clerk called to go to office and found ms. alice. I felt very surprised, found her for what? ! But, nevermind..I went to office and found her. She called me to wait here again. haizzz....Then, I waited again. When I was waiting, suddenly...'she' also came to office and found ms. alice. Then, we looked each others and get a shock! Then, I asked 'her' what happen? 'She' said 'she' also don't know what happen? haizzz... Then, I slicely knew what happen with us already. After that, we went in mr.ooi office. Then, he asked us we wanted to admit or wanted after punish then admit. haiz... never give change to us to explain. force us to admit and alomost wanted to can us already. haizzzzz.....Then, when I went back my classroom, oh my godnness!!! I was crying!!! haizzz....
CRY FOR WHAT?!!!
erm...i ya...I don't want to say this anymore!!! no mood to type!!! and, actually, I almost finish typing already!!! DON'T ASK ME WHAT HAPPEN ALREADY!!!

TEACHER DAY ! WOOHOO !

New weekday, new monday again. Woohoo! Usually, I shall keep my playing's mood inside of my heart on monday and shall take up my study's mood from my heart to preapare my lesson in school. But, today I felt slicely relax because today is teacher day. Woohoo! Teacher day started at 9 o'clock. So, my bus would took me to the hall lately. GOOD! because my bus usually would took me very early to school. HATE!
When I reached the hall, I saw 'her' bus parked outside of the hall already. So, I knew 'she' came already. hahaha^^... While I went down from my school bus and went in to the hall, I quickly went and found 'her'. ^^... Finally, I found that 'she' sat there queitly, felt very funny lerh...^^. So, I went and called 'her' lol. 'She' smiled in front of me when I called 'her'. I asked her, u wait ?? very long time already a ? 'She said no, a while only. Then, I called 'her' to take up 'her' camera from 'he' bag. 'She' took 'her' camera and showed some picture to me. hahaha...very funny lerh, especially 'her' mother's photo ^^.
After a few minutes, my friend came already. She came and found us. Then, after half an hour the teacher day started already. First, sang song. haiz...don't know what song, I just followed them to sing only. Then, mr.ooi chong beng went up the stage and said somethings to us. haiz...today is teacher day, still wanted to speak for a long time!!! HATE! After that, some performence was showing on.
Then, after the performence finished to show all peopla. Mr. wong said can give presents to teacher already. So, I straight away rushed to 'her' place. Then, my frined...'she' and me went and found teacher to take photogargh. I also got took photogragh with 'her'. I think 'she' will show in 'her' blog! right...? ^^ After tooking photo, mr.wong called all students to sit their own places and wanted to give somethings to taecher already. Wa, some crazy students shouted very loudly till my ear slicely spoil already. SHOUTED SO LOUDLY! PLEASE CARE OTHERS! SELFISH!!! But, nevermind...today I felt very happy^^.
Then, we came back home. When 'she' went up 'her' bus, I already stood there to waited 'her'. hahaha...'she' said 'she' don't like ate the bread. hahaha...felt very funny lerh. Then, 'she' went up 'her' bus and I also went up my bus. haiz...felt very boring and hate when in my bus, just sat there queitly!!!

QUITE BUSY...

Erm...today, quite busy lerh. I like this type of day. I don't like nothing to do and feel very boring if nothing to do at one day. I like busy...then, no need to care others. Woohoo! SIOK!
I woke up at 8.00 a.m. , don't know why I woke up very early at today only. Usually, I woke up very late one...hahaha...( I'm not a sleep 'pig' larh^^). Then, I switched on my computer and just heard song only. My computer don't have any games...haiz... But, I don't care. I don't like play games, especially the internet games. I almost hate this type of games. My brother also always play with this, that's why always play games every day. haiz...
Then, after finished to hear song, I went and bath quiclky because I wanted to go out with my mother. I went out for cut my hair, my hair very long already. After that, I went back my home. My cousins wanted to come to my house and called me to teach them how to draw because they take exam tomorrow. haiz... But, nevermind.... I like to meet them. They very cute and can let my trouble threw at the back. hahaha...
Wa, when taeched them how to draw...I felt my trouble came back again. haiz...they very trouble. They made noisy and wanted to eat snack or drank aomethings. haiz... so many require. When they drawing, I just opened my radio and wanted to listen my music. When I listened nicely, they shouted and sang at all the time. OH MY GODNNESS! They also lied on my bed. haiz... I made my bed became neatly and nicely already. They straight away lied on my bed. haiz...
After they finished to draw, I let them played some computer games. Then, they played for a while and their parents came my house and took them went back home. Although I felt very tired, but I felt very happy^^... Then, my family took my grandfather and went and ate dinner. HATE! They ate like pig ateing. UEK! I ALMOST WANTED TO VOMIT IN FRONT OF THEM!
Anyway, I felt very happy today. I like this type of life. In the morning, I also got study my lesson larh. Every day, must study...even half an hour, also got study. ok larh although the study time very less than rest time because weekends. hahaha... I hope can this type of day, can come and around me every day. WOOHOO!!! I like!!!

带我走~

每次我总一个人走
交叉路口自己生活
这次你却说等我走

某个角落就你和我
像土壤抓紧花的迷惑
像天空缠绵雨的汹涌

在你的身后 计算的步伐
每个背影 每个场景
都有 发过的梦

带我走 到遥远的以后
带走我 一个人自转的寂寞
带我走 就算我的爱 你的自由
都将成为泡沫
我不怕 带我走

每次我总独自远走
保持缄默不皱眉头
这次你却说一起走

彼此温柔从此以后
像土壤抓紧花的迷惑
像天空缠绵雨的汹涌

在你的身后 计算的步伐
每个背影 每个场景
都有 发过的梦

带我走 到遥远的以后
带走我 一个人自转的寂寞
带我走 就算我的爱 你的自由
都将成为泡沫
我不怕 带我走

白马溜过漆黑尽头
潮汐袭来浪花颤动
凝在海岸结成了墨

蔷薇朝向草原气球
邮差传来一地彩虹
刻在心中拍打着脉搏

带我走 到遥远的以后
带走我 一个人自转的寂寞
带我走 就算我的爱 你的自由
都将成为泡沫
我不怕 带我走

带我走 就算我的爱 你的自由
都将成为泡沫
带我走

NEXT SURVEY FORM, I'M SURE GIVE 'HIGH' MARKS!

I want introduce two very 'good' and 'kind' teacher to all people.

First, very 'good' and 'kind' teacher is MR. DAVID ! He is my English teacher. Many people asked me:" who is your English taevher ?". I answered them:" ooo, my English teacher is MR.DAVID. They said he is a very good and funny taecher. I DON'T THINK SO!!! I THINK THEY ALREADY BECOME CRAZY PATIENTS! THEIR BRAINS GOT SOME PROBLEMS ALREADY!
I feel that teacher is very very very bad teacher. When english lesson, my class always laughed loudly and showed happy face. YES! when he was teaching, whole class will laugh excluding me! WHAT THE HELL ? ! When lesson was proceeded, why must we laugh...? ! Are you a teacher ? ! Why during lesson made jokes and let whole class laughed ? ! Is it funny ? ! I don't think so. I think is CRAZY! Actually, this problem is very small problem already. He has a very big big big problem. That is he said to one students, wee fong...he said to whole class...when I were looking at wee fong, I felt very happy and can teach very well after looking wee fong. WHAT THE HELL ? ! ARE YOU A TEACHER...? ! SAID THIS NONSENCE!!! VERY CARZY...RIGHT...? ! EVEN WAS A JOKES, ALSO STILL CANNOT MADE THIS TYPE OF JOKES!!! DISGUSTING! UEK! VOMIT!!!
He also said to whole class, when I sleep... I had a nice dream. That dream about wee fong was wearing that one! Then, whole class luaghed agian! HELLO! DAVID SELVAN...CAN YOU PLEASE WAKE UP FROM NOW! I DON'T THINK SO, WAS VERY FUNNY! STOP CRAZY IN CLASS!!! Then, he also said:" I like this class very much in this year." IS IT CRAZY ? ! DON'T WANT SAY HIM ANYMORE! WASTING TIME!

Next, he also is a very very very 'good' teacher. He teach me P.E. His name is ANAN. My P.E. lesson on friday. When form 1 and form 2, my P.E. lesson on monday and tuesday. I don't like because my shoes would became very dirty. I wash my shoes by myself, so I very care my shoes. YEAH! form 3, my P.E. lesson on friday is last day of school...no need to care about shoes was dirty. hahaha...I'm very happy with this. But, the problems is this very 'good' teacher. This teacher, ANAN...he taechs very 'well' . When he 'teaching', he just give some balls and call them to play and made a competition with two groups. IS IT TEACHING ? ! WHAT IS TEACHING ? ! Teaching is can let students anderstand including P.E. lesson. CRAZY!!! Then, I always looking them played together. Then, the teacher said to me:" you don't want play, u saw them how to play larh". WHAT THE HELL? ! SAW THEM PLAYED FOR WHAT? THEY ARE PROSENNIAL PLAYER? ! CARZY !!!

So, This are the two very 'good' and 'kind' of teacher. I repeat again...this are the two teacher I 'like' them very much! So, next survey form...I'm sure give them very 'high' marks and show to MR.OOI. This are the two teacher teach very 'well' !!!!

HAPPY MOTHER DAY!

HAPPY MOTHER DAY! WOOHOO!

Happy to all the mothers. Mother Day is very important day to all mothers. Without mothers, how we to live alone?

Since I born, I never help my mother to celebrate Mother Day because I don't have any money to buy presents or somethings to her. Some people say when Mother Day, must buy a presents to mother. Erm...I don't feel that. I feel that must let mother happy at all the time every day. But, I just write only. Sometimes, I let my mother feel very angry. hahaha...very funny...right? I hope my mother can happy at all the times. Today have to go to celebrate Mother's Day at restaurant. But, my mother want lose her weight. So, I think just normally eating at outside only. hahaha... I'm too. OOO, got one things , I want to say is I got help my mother every day. That's all...WISH ALL MOTHERS CAN A WONDERFUL MOTHER DAY! WOOHOO!

SERVE YOU RIGHT! 活该！

HAHAHA...let me finish laughing...hahaha...thk u! start writing why I keep laughing crazyly.

I still remembered that day is thursday. On thursday, I always felt boring because first lesson is science. My science teacher is MR.Chia. He is very good and kind teacher. He not only teachs us science. He got help us to settle our problems. He not like another teachers just taeching us thier own subject. He very very very is a good and lind taecher. That's why many students like him very much. I'm too...hahaha...But that day, I didnot feel boring because my class went to science lab and did many experiment during three period. Woohoo! SO GOOD!
After science lesson, is chinese lesson. Actually, I felt boring during her period lesson. Luckily, my class made some jokes...then, only I felt interesting. After chinese lesson finished, recess time was coming. YEAH! can rest already, vey nice! Actually, I said very nice not because can rest...is can sit with 'her' together every thursday. hahaha...
After that, recess time was finished I straight away went into my classroom because got mood to study already. During the math lesson, I felt very happy...hahaha...don't know why like that? But, nevermind...don't care about this. When the math lesson was still proceeded on, suddnely Mr.Yip, our school discipline teacher came into my classroom and asked permission from my math teacher for wanted to bring some students to MR.OOI' s office. Some students was guo qin, poh sheng, yong cheng. So, I asked my friend was sitting in front of my place...what happen with them, why must went to MR.OOI' s office ? ! But, when I were asking I felt very very very happy in my heart...hahaha...because my enemies went to MR.OOI' s office. SO NICE!!! SIOK! WOOHOO!!! I almost wanted to laugh out...but, because nobody know they is my enemy. So, I cannoy show my laughing face and sounds...hahahaha...
Y must went to MR.OOI' s office...? ! I'm very very very sure got somethings happen very serious! hahaha...serve you right! Before you went in...please pray god protect you...hahaha...so crazy...After one and half hour, they came back already. When they went into classroom, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....my enemies' s hair style become very very very 'handsome'. I get a shock, but is ok...hahaha...very good! Thier hair style cut by MR.OOI...so 'hansome'. O, I forgot already...avtually, MR.OOI before he become principal, he was a 'professional barber'. He cut hair very 'good' one..very 'handsome' one...hahaha...
Epecially, the 'dog' qin...'its' hair style very 'handsome' lerh... hahaha...let me finish laughing...hahaha...thk u...'Its' hair style like botak...hahaha...hahahahahahaha...WHO CAN HELP ME...I WANT BECOME CARZY ALREADY! HAHAHAHA..

They came into classroom, very 'happy' because their hair style become 'more hansome'. hahahahahaha...The 'dog' qin...quickly borrow a mirror and looked at 'itself'...He started showed his 'happy' face and started 'smiling'. hahahaha...SERVE YOU RIGHT! 活该！报应终于找上门来了！！！活该！！！always bullied me and disturbed me...hahaha...SERVE YOU RIGHT!!! 看你们以后还敢再欺负我！报应！O, this not 报应啦！只是，VERY VERY VERY SMALL PUNISHMENT. 以后，还有！！！THANKS GOD...HELP ME! I WILL BECOME A HAPY DREAMER. THANKS U...hahaha...