Finally.....

Last friday, I went to Jusco again.( with bus friends ) hahaha~ But, I'm not so happy that went out with my bus friends because of no reasons. JUST DON'T LIKE!!!!~ =.=
Then, I went there by my friend's car. YES! free trip....hahahaha!!!~ Suddenly, my another friend phoned me and said that she saw MR.WONG~!!!! SHITS!!!~ But, mr.wong didn't see her. So that, she told us be careful when came there. haiz...get a shock!~ After that, we rushed to HARRIS and saw mr.wong was buying shoes. haiz!!!~ so scary~ After that, mr.wong came out from the shop.Then, he wanted to come to HARRIS!!!!~ haiz...!!!! After that, we rushed to the toilet. haiz...after that, we went upstairs to take lunch.
After that, we went to KINSAHI to take lunch. haiz!!!!~ so EXPEBSIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ After we were taking lunch, we went to REDBOX. woohoo~ Finally, I can go to REDBOX to abreact( 发泄 ）my emotion!!!~ so shiok!!!!~ we take number 37 room. hahahha~ was same as the room that I take before. ^^ Suddenly, the ( secret ) emerge in my brain. hahahaha~ happiness.^^ ~
After that, we choose songs that we like and wanted to sing out!!!!~ Haiz...finally, I can abreact my emotion in this SAD year!!!!~
WA~ hahha...crying liao~ but, I didn't care...continues to abreact. SHIOK!!!!!~ hahhaha...
hehehe!!!~ After that, we sang till 4.30p.m. Then, we went back home. This is the first time that I abreact my emotion in this year~! But, NOT ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!~ Many people went to REDBOX is to relax. But, for me...I went there is to abreact my emotion. T.T~ sad~ sad~ sad~ only this way can abreact emotion.!!!!~ haiz..After that, I came out from the room....no mood to talk~ hehe...my friends asking me sth!~ but, I just reply only...hahha~ i ya, SAD larh!!!!!~
I want to go there AGAIN AND AGAIN....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~
Chin Han: I found that every of my post was very sad????
Sad Dreamer: i ya, because everyday sad~ sad~ sad~ mah@!!!~ haiz...so SILLY questuion!!!!~

Busy Day~

Today, my cousins came to my house. So that, I was felt quite happy because would be very busy to take care of them. But, I was very happy with that. hahaha~
After that, they came at 1.00p.m. They started to rush to my computer room because they wanted to play games. hahahhaa~ so funny~ After that, I taught them that how to play the games. After they knew how to play, I going to take lunch. They also came with me to eat the dessert. hahhaa~ haiz...I need to help them to clean up all the things after they had been eaten the dessert. T.T
After that, They continued to play the games. So that, I don't have the computer to use already. hahahaha~ play~ play~ play~ haiz...happy times will always gone very very very very very very very extreamly FAST!!!~ we went and took dinner. When they were eating, was so funny~ After that, I was teaching somethings in my room. They were so clever because we were playing the games. After that, they were going to go back home. hahha~ I was very busy. but, happy lorh~ haiz....sad come again lorh~
why????
Chin Han: because after happy times gone away, thn..sad will come and around you~
Sad Dreamer: haiz...everyday, sad~ sad~ sad~ de mah~!!!!~ ^^ happy just PASS BY only..haiz!!!~ PLS~ wake up larh!!!~ T.T

Happiness Day For Me~

Yesterday was my friend, Edward's birthday~ haha...Before I went to Jusco, I was so excited because ( secret )....hahhaa!!!~ ^^ After that, I had been reached there already. So, I straight away went to scond floor because she said she are at second floor with her friends. haha...Finally, I met her at there.
I also met her friends. erm..actually, they may are my friends too? hahahha...don't care about it. Then, we were waiting there for other friends to come. Then, when I was waiting there...suddenly, I was met my friends, quo qin, wee fong, wen long, lek siang, jun bin. Wa~ they looks so handsome. hehe..So, they come and said ' hI ' to me.
After that, all of friends came already. So, we went to REDBOX. yeah!!~ But, not very enjoy at there because almost didn't sing the songs that I like. haiz...nevermind, wait for friday because I go to Jusco on friday too. ( with my bus friends ) hehe~ hahah...but, when inside the REDBOX so happy because ( secret )... hahhaa~ After that, edward was very happy lorh because very enjoyed his birthday. Then, what happen in REDBOX..lazy to write le. =.= just some funny picture lorh...I can publish on my blog.But, my blog cann't publish!!!!!!!!!~ haiz..so, sorry arh..haha!~
After that, we went to cinema to watch '2012'. erm, quite nice. but, very this very long time. BUT, I was very ENJOY!!!~ ihihihihihhi^^ ( secrect ) ne-ne-bu-bu~ ^^ After that, we also decided to take dinner too. Haiz..last minutes to decide. I don't like. haiz!!!~ Time is so important. Suddenly, said that wanted to take dinner together. erm....ok~ next time, will not!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but, if....( secret ). Then, maybe I will go. After that, all people went back home. So, happy times was gone very very very fast. T.T haiz...sad come again.....hehe!~ But, I will not forgot that day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ ^^

Sad and disappointed...

Today, was the first day of post PMR exam. First subject was physics paper. Haiz...This is the subject that I most don't understand what teacher teaching. Another way, physcis also is a very difficult subect in Form 4. Haiz...when I looked through the exam paper, almost wanted to cry already. I was feel very hard for this paper.
Second exam paper is chemistry, is the most subject that I very love~ hahaha...when I looked through the paper too, I was smilling and feel very very happy because very very very very EASY!!!!~ maybe I can score grade A for this subject~ HAPPY~~~~
But, before the first paper started...I was go to cafeteria and met mr.wong because of the members of choir. Wa~ there was so many members of choir. Finally, choir become a very very big group in next year, 2010. So that, mr.wong started to list the name list who are going to join the choir in next year, 2010. She also have join choir. But, after mr.wong finish list out the name list and finish talking somethings, he call she and me stay back in cafeteria. I almost knew what happen were going to... !!! Haiz...mr.wong and mr. ang was there. There talked to us that themselves very hope we can join choir and remain the freindship. But, after that...suddenly, he said : but, mr.ooi don't like both of you in a same E.C.A....OOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ so hate!!!!!!!!!!~ the mushroom head, GO DIES LARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ 要死不死这样!!!!!~ faster go and dies larh!!!!!!!!!~
hateful of the mushroom head!!!!!!!!!!~
Then, after that...we went back to our class. Haiz...was crying!!!!~ T.T so sad and hate!!!!!!!!!~ And, the mr.wong talking with us...his emotional very very ''TOUCHING'' in my heart arh!!!!!!!!~ Mr. Ang also larh!!!!!!!!!~ 真是浪费，没有去当演员!!!!!!~ So that, I was crying when I talking exam!!!!!!!~ SO ''NICE'' !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

描写这一年...?

上一堂华文课，老师给我们写作文。作文题目是：‘ 描写这一年’.... 嗯，这一年啊？一篇作文，一张纸就能描写这一年？？？！！！~ 呵呵~ 有一点好笑！！！~
我跟本不想‘描写’这一年！！~ 咳！，可是，老师却叫我们描写！~ 很什么的咯！！~ 然后，看到很多同学开始写了。我也只好写咯！！~ 嗯，他们写作文时，还蛮细心的？！~ （ 关我屁事啦）。还有，为什么我写同学？哈哈哈~ 想都知道啦！！~ 不过，‘他们’好想慢慢的有跟我.....？？？不管啦！~ 重点有不是这个！~
他们很认真的在写，当然，我也很认真！~ 不过，我没有写那么多！~ 因为我不想让别人知道我的这一年！~ 我喜欢收在心里！~ 我绝对不会让别人知道的！。 别人也不想知道..ok?!!!~ CRAZY！！！~ crazy liao hor?!!!~ 自己跟自己讲话！~
这一年啊？！~ 只能说...呵呵~ 实在是不想写下去！~ 因为，没什么好写的！~ 还有，用华文写！！！~ 很麻烦勒！！！~ haiz....BYE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! & BYE~!!!!! 这一年！！！！~

嗯，可能想到这一年，我好想像又喜欢寂寞和忧郁。我还是喜欢这种感觉！~ 快乐？！~ 嗯，不喜欢了！~ 因为，它来的快，去得也快！~ 而且，快乐过后，有是伤心！~ 所以，一直忧郁，不是很好吗？！~ 至少不会那么痛... T.T ...crying~~~~

哭过就好了

不喜欢怀疑什麽
并不表示我没有感受
看你微妙的变化 慢慢不同
我不是生气 只是心痛

最讨厌被误会了
但越解释越觉得难过
你可以说人会变
但不能说 你会这麽做 是我的错

哭过就好了
伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸著割舍
爱是为了拥抱 为了牵手
不是为了争吵 为了调头

哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了
越多美好堆叠的过往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤
要找勇气却不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上某个地方

哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

sad dreamer : 哭过就好了...真的吗?
记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的?
可是为什么我的记忆是淘汏好的?
哭过真的就好了吗? T.T.....