Thursday, March 18, 2010

只为爱上你

RAP:如果说这世界不够完美不够好
一定是在等我们
亲手给它变得美好 (爱上你~)
就像爱 看起来 会那么少
一定是在等我们 (爱上你~)
一起勇敢寻找 一起找到

一片片落叶 为开出个花园
牵手挨过整个冬天
每只蝴蝶 为了飞 为了翩翩起舞
先做一个茧

最美海岸线 总是要很蜿蜒
才足够让人忘返流连
你的身边 要不是 比天边还遥远
勇气怎么出现

当你终于走到我的面前
完成所有的画面
就算苦辣酸甜尝过一遍
只剩喜悦

只有我了解这幸福感觉
美得值得付出一切
能够遇见你 认识你 喜欢你 爱上你
感谢我每滴眼泪
只有你明白我有多珍贵
好得值得你为我改变
让你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容 一天一天
到永远那一天

Monday, March 15, 2010

My Blog Already 1 Years Old...

wa~ the time flow so fast...
my blog already one years old.
erm...when I saw back the past post,
I was found that all of my posts almost was about sadness!...
haiz....yes! Last year for me, really was very sadness.
But, now......that's already a new year for everybody & me!...
I should become happy dreamer already.
No more sad dreamer in my life,
although my blog is http://saddreamer1008.blogspot.com/
So what?!!!!....nevermind!
The most important things is my mind change already.
become more mature, more actual!.....
No more hiding inside the blanket and cry by self!...
That's shows that I'm a loser.
So, I will not do that anymore!.....
I want become more greedy!....
I want happy and more happiness everyday!....
That's the only one that I want!.....
No one can stop me!.....
Happy, I will not let you gone anymore!....
Angry, Sadness & Hate....,
You all already leave my side already!...
Don't try to near around me!.....
I will not let you get any chance to near around me!....
I'm a Hero inside of my heart now....
I must become a happy dreamer~
I'm a happy dreamer now~ hI to everyone.....=D

Friday, March 12, 2010

First Time Take Tuition At Omega

This is the first time that I take tuition at Omega tuition center.
I take two subjects which are Add.maths & Physcis.
The Add.maths is start from 2.30pm - 4.30pm.
And, the physics is start from 4.45pm - 6.45pm.
When I reached home by school bus,
that was already 1.40pm...
So, I straight away go to Omega tuition by my mum's car.
I didn't take bath...hahha~ woohoo~ wear the uniform.
Then, the tuition is starting already.
But, before this...I was saw some of my friends also take tuition at there.
The teacher are very very very good than the tuition that I took last times!.
Thier teaching are very good.
I'm very understand what the teacher teaching.
I like this tuitions!!!....muazks!!!~
Actually, I thought that 2.30pm - 6.45pm is a very very long time to take tuition.
But, I was found that was not~
The time was flow very fast.
because...hehehe....hahaha...bla bla bla~
Then, after that...hehe...haha..bla bla bla~
Then, the tuition was finished already.
Then, she was going back home with their mum already.
But, I have to take the public bus with Raja!!!...
Haiz...when taking bus, was very very troublesome!!!!...
But, no choice...but, this is the 1st time that I take public bus...
e-ye.....scary!....scare got thief steal my things..haha~
Then, I was chatting with Raja on the way going back home.
I was reached home at 8.00pm!!!...haiz!!...lately~
haiz...I should take the tuition at here earlier!!!...then, I will not feel stress about the study.
Happy Always........=D

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Happy Tuition ---> Sleppy & Bored Tuition

6/3/2010, this date was very important for me.
because she was told me that...
wanted tuition with me.
I was so happy at that time.
But, before 6/3/2010.....
she was told me again that...
she cann't tuition with me because of some problems.
Haiz..sadness for that day.
because before that...during tuition,
beside of me is empty places...
so, I will think that, yeah~ she going to come next week.
And, I also felt very boring at that time.
So, the time will flew so fast because of the reason. haha
haiz..yesterday, I went the tuition again.
she was not come...so that, I was felt very boring.
And, I also felt very very sleepy becuase woke up early in the morning.
haiz...so, 6/3/2020 is a happy day for me?......
曾经 barh....haiz....

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Bored ECA..

Today, is the first day to start eca in school.
But, today was very boring for me...
because I join choir alone, without any friends.
although some of the friends that I know..
are join choir with me.
But, still feel some boring...
because of....(secret)
Then, I just sat there quietly.
Teacher called us to sing...
then, only I sang!...
Haiz...then, some of my friends asking me somethings..
hehe...asked me for what larh?!!!...
I just 'hehehhehe'.....haiz!
Then, I was sleeping on the bus alone.
I was sitting there queitly.
Then, during recess time..
I was passed through her class purposely.
Then, I looked into her class.
Then, I was seeing the sitting place which are put outside of her class window.
Haiz...Then, I looked her name.
hehehhe....bla bla bla..
Then, bell was rang...
Then, I was the last one who are went into the class.
hehehe...Good!!!...
Good!, ge pi larh!!!!................
Haiz...boring..boring..boring Eca!!!....

Sadness Week For Me...

Haiz...This week was very sadness for me.
because somethings was happened around me.
And, I have to solve it too...
That was about the tution problems...
because the physics tuition that I take was not so nice in teaching.
So, I wanted to change the tuition.
I want take tuition at Omega tuition center.
But, this is the things that I need to worry!..
a lot of problems that I need to think over it.
I want to think about the tuition fees,
I also need to think over the transport...
because my mum will not fetch me to there...
is too far from my house...
And, she was worried whether got traffic jam or not?!..
So, I need to ask my friends to fetch me to there..
But, I still wait her respone now.
Then, scare the Omega tuition center don't want let me to take...
because I think have too many students had been taken tuition there already!.
So many questions that I need to worry, think and solve!
And, I also wanted to take tuition with her...
because she was told me that wanted take tuition with me last time.
Then, within one week...she was told me that....
cann't take tuition with me again..
because the time was not suitable!!!...
So, I was very very extreamly sadness in this week.
So, I was lost my intellect and my mind was very confuse!..
I was live in the prison!!!!...
And, I cann't control my mood till I cry....
hope this problem can solve by very soon..
I don't want worry about anythings...
because exam is coming soon!..
I have to wake up by strongly action!...

Friday, March 5, 2010

For Her, Love 4ever..

erm...I want to tell somethings about the tuition to you. I'm not comfirm that whether got take tuition with you or not?...because I got a lot of questions need to solve and need to think over it. I'm really don't know whether can take tuition with you or not?... Of course, hope I can take tuition with you. because most of the reasons is the tuition that I take, I'm not so like there because...erm..I don't know how to explain. But, I don't understand what the teacher was teaching. I'm feel very uncomfortable on this week. I'm feel very very troublesome for the tuition. erm...if really because of some trouble reasons, cann't tution with you...then, hope you can don't feel sad. haiz...wait for the respone now. If can take tuition with you...then, need to wait until next month. Hope can take tuition with you. Otherwise, I will crazy in every secondssss.... haiz.!! because...Tomorrow, you don't have eca. So, I need to tell you quickly. So, I write here and let you know. Don't feel sad, if happen somethings that you dislike........Bye~ T.T
( write at 11.34pm on friday, sadness feeling )

P.E Lesson...

My P.E lesson is on every monday.
During my P.E lesson,
I'm very very dislike P.E lesson...
because I don't like sports,
But, sure every lesson in this month...
Mr.Aru will let us to play basketball.
That is the reasons that I dislike sport.
I really don't know how to play.
For me, Sport or P.E lesson is wasting my time.
I'm very very sorry to say this..
because some of friends...
are like sports very very much!~
When P.E lesson,
they will enjoy to play with their friends.
This also the things that I hope.
But, I cann't do it.
Last P.E lesson,
Our class was playing basketball.
And, at the last...
We are making competition.
Haiz..This is the one that I very very dislike P.E lesson!..
But, because of Mr.Aru...
So, I have to play with them...haiz!..
Then, when the competition..
I was ran here and there...
like a stupid person!!!...haiz..
really looks like a idiot!!!...
because I really don't know how to play..
Then, one things that I was feel very touching was...
Everybody know that I don't know hot to play.
But, he still choose me as his members of the group..
The person is the captain, Jun Bin...
He is very very good in sports.
But, I'm stupid person in sports.
So, I was very very touching to hear that...
he choose me as his group members.
I just feel very very sorry to them.
because I'm really very very stupid in sports..!~
Thanks, all of them...
Sorry, all of them...
Although he was not saying anythings..
But, just want to thank him very much..(real heart)