Last saturday, was my grandfather' s birthday. All of my relatives came to help my grandfather to celebrate his birthday. All of them were very happy. My grandfather also felt very happy because was his eighty years old of birthday party. Wa~ everybody looks very handsome and beautiful. hahaha~ me too~ i ya..of course, just jokes only.
Before one month ago, my mother had to book the party already. That party was held at ' 太子楼 ' in Taman Molek. There also had ' red box '...so that, would be more fun at there. Before we haven't went there, some of my relatives had came to my house already for get ready to go there. Of course, my grandfather also had came to my house~! After that, all of my relatives started to go there to celebrate. ~woohoo~ birthday party was started.
Everybody was very happy. All of them chatting together. After a few minutes, the dishes was prepare already. So that, we were eating and chatting happily. Some of them, before they eating...had took the photo with each others already. Then, only they started to eat. But, except ME~!!! I was not happy at there and almost wanted to cry already. But, I try to control~! I was wanted to cryy because I wanted to relax quietly. But, all of them always showed their happy and laughing face in front of me. Then, I don't know why..I was hate this type of things and also hate this type of feeling. Haiz..almost wanted to cry already. They always showed their happy face~! So that, I went to toilet and cry and relax.
After I came back from toilet. Nobody was care me~! They just very happy~!!! And, they always liked to take photo~! I don't like to take photo~!!! feel very hate~!!! So, I just sat there quietly. Nobody was care me~! like I didn't go thr party~!!!! Haiz..hate~! very hate~!!!
Last time, when P. E lesson..I was stood there quietly. I didn't want to mix my ' freinds ' because when they played, I almost wanted to kill them. They always showed their happy face~! I was very angry~! I don't know why I hate this type of feeling. Last month, I also went out with my ' freinds '. When I played with them. I almost hope I can stay at home and listen music..that' s better~!
Haiz..why I hate this type of feeling ? ! But, I sure I don't want to go to any party already~! And, I also don't want to go to shopping centre with my ' freinds ' already. But, if she has go..then, I will go with them...or else I sure I don't want to go with them~!! just wasting my time~!!! and wasting my money~!!! hate!!!! Haiz..don't want to say already...feel very hate now~!!!!
Don't feel hate larh. Go n play with them lorh..., thn u will not feel boring n not hate the feeling ^^. Then u want to c their sad face arh? or their angry face?! must b happy ma, ur grandfather b'day lerh...
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