Should I thank GOD...?

erm...I always complain about my life, always complain why my life like that ? ! haiz...How should I do ? ! Should I thank god ? ! ....because although study secondary in Omega, I don't have any friends...just have two best friends only~! I don't have any feeling about this because in my class, I really don't have any best friends. All of them are group of rubbish~! If let me have this type of friends, I hope that I don't have any best friends in my class. THAT'S BETTER~!
BUT, in Omega...I meet my two best friends. I feel very happy and feel enough~! Although just have two best friends, but that's better than that group of rubbish~! HATE THAT GROUP OF RUBBISH FOREVER~! So, I very quiet in my class now because hate when talked to them, almost wanted to kill them. HATE~!!! HOPE THEY QUICKLY GO DIES~!!!!!!!!!! Then, I also want to say 'goodbye' to them...haiz, waste my saliva~! haha~!!!
I also meet her in Omega, I really feel very happy because when talk to her very happy than everyone~!!! I really feel very happy because I meet her in my life, let my life more happy. But, is that group of rubbish let my life become more sad and hate~! I really feel very hate too. Haiz.... HOW SHOULD I DO ? ! SHOULD I THANK GOD ? ! Haiz... although is that group of rubbish let my life become sad and hate~!!! but, I have best frineds and she in my life, I feel very happy already and really feel enough already. I cannot be so greedy, always want happy come and around me...I know le~ HOPE SHE CAN HAPPY~~ =] -----can?-----